Happy Advanced 17th Birthday, Haikel Hairin! I'm wishing you a day earlier because I may not be blogging or online for the whole weekend. You're once the king of my heart and maybe you still are now. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be with you to celebrate this special occasion. But I promise we will get together soon. Oh and no birthday present as I'm broke. Tsk! I hope you'll have a wonderful and memorable birthday celebration with your friends and loved ones. You're the light that made my darkness disappeared, Ikel bby. 
Tuesday, went to City Hall with Mum and Bro. Bro stayed at the Starbucks in Suntec Convention to play online games, using the laptop while Mum and I walked around Marina Square. We were surveying dresses for Kak Ila's wedding dinner this Saturday night. I was confused on what dress I should by. Oh God, I think I'll just the black Cotton On dress that I bought for Starbucks Christmas party last year. It's comfortable and not revealing. Perfect for the wedding dinner. If I wear some revealing dress, Granny and my aunt would kill me.
Yesterday, followed Ziela to her junior's birthday party. It was kinda boring, actually. I didn't know anyone there except Ziela. Plus it was held under the void deck and nothing much happened there. After attending the boring party, we walked to Ana's house and hung out there with Farah and Nini. We watched tv and joked around, as always. Then we were hungry. So, we shared money to buy some instant noodles. Ziela and I volunteered to walk to the minimart nearby to buy the noodles. Then together, we helped each other to cook the noodles. It was truckloads of fun. Then we watched tv as we ate together. After that, Nini and I stayed home with Ana's cute little sister, Mastura as the rest of them went to the void deck to smoke. When they came back, we went into Ana's older sister's room to check out the editing software on her computer. Then we played mini pool with Mastura. Farah was the most ethusiastic one and was also the expert. Ziela and I made a fool out of ourselves. We didn't know how to play. The balls were like going off the small pool table. And that's not the real pool. If it's the real game, I swear I'm so gonna humiliate myself in public. After that, we camwhored on the bed before we decided to call it a day and head home.
Today, nothing much happened. Woke up, had french toast for breakfast. Then Nek Cu & family called, saying that they're coming over. Granny then asked me to go to the supermarket to buy yellow noodles and orange cordial for the guests. Ran the errands, Granny cooked and the guests came. Now I'm at Sengkang library. I came all the way here from Hougang because the stupid Hougang library don't have plugs for me to charge my laptop. I miss staying in Sengkang. ): Oh and right now, I'm alone here. Sometimes, I just love to spend time alone.
Omg, tomorrow's the small bbq gathering! I'm very, very anticipated. I so can't wait for tomorrow. I want Haikel to come down and celebrate his birthday with me. But I guess he has to celebrate it with his family members and closefriends. I miss Haikel truckloads.
Happy 19th Birthday, Bimandra Riyadi! Hope you'll have truckloads of fun on your birthday with your friends and loved ones. Hope it's a memorable birthday for you too. Oh and you're gonna start working at Cotton On soon. So, I hope that you'll have fun working there. See you around, Bimbim. 
Thank you for calling me last night, Kamarul Arifin Bin Kamaruddin. It was kind of a surprise to me. I was also shocked to receive your call. I cried hard because I was feeling touched and very, very sad at the same time. Feeling touched because you confessed that you've been missing the times we had together and you still believe that we can be together someday. And I was feeling very, very sad because you still blame me for our failed relationship. Yes, we might find our place in this world someday.bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
After the conversation with Kamarul, I was feeling blue. I was like listening to break up songs when Tengku Muhd Daniel msg-ed me. Omg, I miss this hot guy alot! It's been like forever since we've talk on the phone. And he totally cheered me up, like he always do. We gossiped about this particular girl that I dislike. Daniel was like, "Dia kurus and takde tetek aje." I laughed like hell. I was like, "She got tetek laaa." And he replied, "Okay, ada. Tapi tetek dia kecik. Macam nyamuk gigit." HAHAHAHA! Oh and I also imitated the way that girl talks. When I asked Daniel why is he gossipping about her when she's his friend, he was like, "Eh? Alamak, I lupa la dia kawan I." WTF! Haha but it's true, she's one annoying bitch.
Presenting my busuk face, lol. I look like pepek, like I always do. I swear I miss the kuyobidollz truckloads. Tomorrow will be meeting them, like finally. Omg, I so can't wait for our small gathering that's gonna be held this Friday at East Coast Park. Yes, I'll be thonning. Confirm the next day I'll be feeling very, very lethargic. Then must attend Kak Ila's wedding on both Saturday and Sunday some more. Cheebs. I'm gonna have a very tiring weekend.Thank you Danish for accompanying throughout a very, very boring day yesterday before you went for your Muay Thai training. So cool la you. Oh and I love your band original songs! ^.^
Talk is cheap, Haikel Hairin. You gotta gimme more. Way more than this. I cannot wait no more.
I've ignoring Naqiah Amira Bte Ahmad Harun's calls and smses. God, how irritating can she get? No way Naq, I ain't gonna let you use me anymore. I have feelings, you know.
Okay, I so know I look like pepek in the photos. Currently, I'm just staring blankly on the computer screen. I'm very, very bored. And I have nothing in particular to blog about today.
Yesterday, spent time chatting around, read ghost stories and watched random videos on YouTube. I swear, I was very bored. Then at night, chatted with Danish til late. He's one cool and awesome guy. He has band named Screw Loose. Oh I'm so coming down to give them suppose when they perform this 27 Dec.
I'm amazed that Adlin can update her blog like more than once per day. I wonder how she gets all the ideas on what to post on her blog. Oh I miss you, Adlin Sabrina Bte Aswandy. Believe me, your blog is way interesting than mine. Your blog is currently one of my must-read blogs. And how come Aidil looks so cute now? HAHA!
Oh and I know my blog's song is currently like super sad. But hey, it's a nice song. And it's from the sountrack of Ayat-Ayat Cinta. the movie is a must-watch. I watched it like so many times and still not sick of it.
I MISS THE KUYOBIDOLLZZZZZZZZZZZ!
Yesterday spent the whole day at Auntie Ida's house in Macpherson. I always go there at least once a month to visit my grandparents on my dad's side from Batu Pahat. Lucky I have my laptop with me. It was so freaking boring there. I spent the whole day staring blankly at the computer screen, updating my blog and chatting around. But the conversations with these four people below entertained me the most. They made me laughed like hell and accompanied me through a very boring day/night.
Feeney(and Ameera), I miss you guys so much. Right now, I'm at Ameera's house. Come back soon from Tampines Mall. I love you, women.
Haha yes Ameera, I'm very jealous of your ehem-ehem's sexy legs. What product uh he use? I also wanna use on Haikel's legs uh.
You've pushed your luck too far. So what if you're my bestfriend for freaking 7 years? I don't like spending time with you anymore. That's why I kept giving you all sorts of reason when you asked me out. You so know the reason why. I believe that's also the reason why your other friends ditched you. I can't believe I'm saying this but serve you right that you're losing friends. Sadly, I don't really like you anymore too. I had enough of you asking me out only when your boyfriend ditched you for something or you had a huge fight with him. In case you haven't notice, you used me. Recently you only asked me out because I now have a laptop and you wanted to use it. You were so shameless and said, "Sekarang aku selalu jumpa kau pasal kau dah ada laptop. So aku boleh pakai." The day you wanted to use it, I waited for you at McDonalds like some idiot. I called you but you didn't bother to pick up my calls. You even lied saying that you were napping when actually you're with your boyfriend. You don't like my other friends because you said that they're minahreps. Hello, your boyfriend's a matrep. Plus at least my "so-called" minahreps friends don't ditch me for their boyfriends. Oh and that day, when my laptop's battery flat and I had to charge it at the CC nearby. I asked you to wait for awhile but you just left me there alone to go to your boyfriend again. Bestfriends don't ditch each other for their boyfriends. Yet you can call me your bestfriend. Shame on you. Each time we have our Naq-Intan time, you'll ask your boyfriend to fetch you. Then you two will make out in front of me. WTF! I felt like a lamp post. I just kept quiet and that's why you kept doing it. But did you even notice the disgusted look on my face? Even if you do, I highly doubt you're gonna stop it. Yes, I'm referring to you, Naqiah Amira Bte Ahmad Harun.
Omg, I squealed everything here.
Happy 18th Birthday, Ridzuan! Although it's been ages since we contact, I still wanna wish you a very Happy Birthday. Ceh, now you're eighteen already. You can smoke here there without fear of getting caught and fine by the HSA. But the best part of being eighteen is you can finally take your bike or driving license. Once you passed, drive or ride safely okay. Oh and hope you have memorable birthday with your loved ones. Take care, Rid! 
I'm sorry, Kuyobidollz. Didn't mean to buih you all today. I really had to visit my grandparents on my dad's side. Plus I'm not really in the mood to drink and get all drunk after what happened yesterday. Yes, he's no longer my boyfriend. But whatever. Hope you guys are having fun right now without me. I love you all, bitches! Omg, my face looks like pepek in the photo above. I so wanna cut my pepek fringe to bangs. I want bangs! My hp has been off since last night. It's so peaceful.
What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath.I had a major heartbreak just now. And it’s all because of one stupid photo on Friendster. Kamarul Arifin Bin Kamaruddin got all jealous over the photo above because it is own by Faizal BL. Like whatever! When I typed at the photo caption that Faizal BL or whoever owns, it doesn’t fucking mean that person(s) own me or something. They just own the freaking photo! And here you are, dumping me & asking me to go to Faizal because he “so-called” own me. WTF! You know what, I so don’t freaking care anymore. Thank God, you dumped me. Now I can focus on Haikel Hairin and give him a chance. You’re sucha immature seventeen year old, Kamarul. Grow up, kiddo. Besides, Haikel’s way hotter than you. It’s not my lost, it’s yours.
I miss Haikel Hairin very, very much. Though yesterday, we talked on the phone & msg-ed each other for awhile. He kinda sulked a little because I didn’t contact him for a few days. The reason is his prepaid’s low and even if I msg or call him, he wouldn’t be able to reply or answer my calls. Plus now my prepaid’s low. Thanks to that idiotic ex-boyfriend of mine. Since Haikel’s prepaid’s low, he used his friend’s hp to contact me yesterday. That was very, very sweet. Anyways pity Haikel, he just got caught and fined by the HSA for smoking. Tsk. It’s okay honey, you’ll get money to pay the fine soon. I’m sorry I couldn’t help you with that. I’m having financial problems myself. Jobless and broke.
I don’t know if I’m going to hang out with the Kuyobidollz tomorrow at City Hall. I think I have to visit my grandparents on my dad’s side in Macpherson. Supposed to visit them today, but they haven’t arrive yet from Batu Pahat. So yeah, maybe tomorrow I’ll visiting them. And maybe gonna get some money, lol.
Some people come into your life, and be gone forever. Some people come into your life and stay forever. Some people come into your life and leave footprints in your heart, and you are forever changed.
Happy 18th Birthday, An'nadya! Omg, finally you're eighteen eh babe. Now you can hit the clubs and smoke here there without fear of being caught by the HSA people. It's been awhile since we hang out. But I do hope to see you around soon. Anyways, hope you have a memorable birthday with Mr Love and your loved ones. May all your wishes, hopes and dreams come true. I love you, Nadya.
Right now, I'm waiting for Naq bby at McDonalds. God, where is this woman? I'm getting pretty annoyed. I called her but she didn't pick up. Anyways the reason I'm here is because at home, there's no unsecured wireless network. So, I have to come here or to the library to use the wireless internet. And there's no plug for me to charge my laptop. Tsk.
I miss baby truckloads. Can't wait for Wednesday. I want lovey dovey and kisskiss, lol.
Yesterday, went to Giant with Ziela and Farah to survey raw food for our small bbq gathering at East Coast Park held on 28 Nov. After that, we went to Ikea. We tested out the sofas and beds. Super comfy! Macam orang takde rumah siak, lol. Then Ziela snapped photos of the furnitures she want for her room. We then had hotdogs for lunch at the food kiosk. There were this 2 quite good looking guys but they were gonggong. One of them eat hotdog comot siol. Ziela was like, "Bang, yang kat mulut tu buat esok eh?" LOL! After eating, we took bus back to Hougang. We hung out at Ana's house before decided to call it a day and head home.
Last night, I had a weird dream. I dreamt that Ziela and I skipped school to meet my ex Hykal and a friend of his who I don't recognise at all. Then Hykal and I made out all the way. The weird is that he kept kissing my weakest spot which is my neck. Hmm..
Just now, went to Haji Lane with Ziela and Farah. Finally eh babies. It was raining heavily. So we waited for the rain to stop before we begin capturing pictures. Unfortunately, it started to rain again. So we didn't manage to capture much. But nevermind, there's always a next time. We were stuck there for awhile due to the rain before we decided to walk to Lavender. We walked around Beach Road. Then we saw this cute mat who sells caps. The caps he sells were quite nice and the price's reasonable. We checked out his store before proceeding to the store in front of his. Without realising he was behind us, I said to Farah, "Farah, Farah matair ngan dia uh. Then Intan and Ziela boleh dapat free caps." I said that in my famous loud tone. Of course, he overheard it. Realising that he was behind us all along, I laughed loudly without seeing what was his reaction to cover my embarrassment. Then we quickly walked away. From Lavender, we took 107 back to Hougang. Met Ana then hung out at the playground nearby Blk 16. Then got this anak lahanat called me and claimed that his name is Helmi. From the way he talked, I so know it was a prank call. So I hung up then after awhile, I head home. Helmi or whatever's your name, get alife kiddo. -_-
Oh and I get my laptop back! Woohoo! Yes, I will upload the photos taken at Haji Lane as soon as Farah sends them. ^.^
KAMARUL ARIFIN BIN KAMARUDDIN, AKU KANGEN BANGET SAMA KAMU!This week has been kind of a boring week for me. Didn't went out as much as I did last week. On Tuesday, I accompanied Naq bby to get her nails done in Bugis. Then accompanied her shopping & she treated me lunch at Tong Seng. Finally I got to spend time with you eh, baby. I missed you a lot! And thank you very much for treating me lunch. I'm currently broke. Tsk tsk. On Wednesday, I followed Ziela & Farah to book pit then we hung out under the void deck nearby Ziela's place. So yeah, I didn't do much this week.
Supposed to hang out with the Kuyobidollz & Haikel Hairin at City Hall. But I had to cancel the plan last minute because Grandpa wanted to treat the whole family dinner. So sorry, babies! We shall hang out very, very soon. No worries, we live in same hood. And Haikel, we shall watch movie together soon okay. ^.^ Okay so yeah, last night went to eat dinner at Restu Seafood Restaurant in Tampines. I ate alot, man. Haiyo, how to lose weight like this. Hurrhh.. Mama ordered lots of of food. The Chilli Crab tastes super goooooooooooood. My little cousins are very, very cute although they’re quite michievous. They’re also very annoying but with those little smiles & huge, shiny eyes they’ve got, I just couldn’t scold them. Instead, I give them pecks all over their little faces. Super cute, I tell you. They make me wanna have kids now, lol. I so can’t wait to have my very own kid someday. I want at least four kids(?) Heh I want 2 boys & 2 girls. If can, I wanna have 2 set of twins. Confirm cute, like the mother. Heh heh..
Just now in the morning, followed my grandparents to Geylang market. Got lots of makciks (I’m one of them, lol.) & pakciks. We ate breakfast first at the hawker centre. Then Papa & Mama joined us. After that granny & Mama went into the wet market & the rest of us waited outside. It was super humid & there’s wasn’t a lot of hot guys for me to look at except this two cute guys. Confirm their mothers force them to accompany them. Why would they hang out at Geylang, right? So yeah, I waited for granny & Mama outside the market as I listened to my mp3 and there were this stupid Sambra performance. Super boring! After an hour plus, finally granny & Mama finished shopping. Then granny force to buy this orange baju kurung for Kak Ila’s wedding. Haiyo, at home I got lots of baju kurungs already. But she still insisted I buy a new one. Curses. I don’t like wearing baju kurung, it feels very uncomfortable and I can’t move freely. I actually feel like wearing a dress or jeans to the wedding. Dress & jeans are much more comfortable. After that, went to the Jamu shop to get eyeliner. My make up all finished already. My compact powder left abit only and I have no blusher anymore. I so need to go shopping soon.
FUCK FRIENDSTER! I'M LEFT WITH FRICKIN' 12 FRIENDS IN MY FRIENDS LIST! ARGHHHH, I'M SO GONNA DELETE MY FRIENDSTER!
- Been going jobhunting but still haven't get any job. Tsk. I'm like so broke.
- I saw Faifai & it was a coincidence we were in the same train heading to Dhoby Ghaut. You owe me a birthday treat yaw! And you're soooo hot, lol.
- I saw An Billy again! Uh so hot. *faints* and no, i didn't say hi.
- Farah, Ziela & I took some hot photos, lol. Do check it out. HAHA!
- On Saturday, I got drunk and made out with some guy. He's like my friend's boyf's friend. Hurrrhhhh...
- Sham Spade & Kamarul Arifin rock my stinking socks!
- Ameera has a weird stalker. Pervertic psychotic sex maniac!
- And I hate Mr Ex Boyf. YOU SO KNOW WHO YOU ARE, JERK.
- I miss Naqiah Amira Bte Ahmad Haron.
- I watched Helven performed! Uh Louis's soooooo hot!
- Okay, that's all I guess.
No mountain's too high, no ocean's too wide.