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I wanted to post these yesterday but Blogger was acting like a bitch. Fortunately, it's back to normal now heh. Haziq and I were bored so we exchanged embarrassing comments on Tagged. Please click for actual size:



You're gonna miss this. You're gonna want this back. You're gonna wish these days haven't gone so fast. These are some good times, so take a look around. You may not know it but you're gonna miss this. I'm treasuring all the times we're having, all the laughters and smiles we created together. But are you?

Oh my god. I am seriously in the state of extreme boredom right now. So bored that I am watching random music videos on YouTube and reading www.fmylife.com. Simply hilarious!

I feel like watching Gossip Girl all over again. I heard that season 3 premiers today in the USA. So not fair! I want my Chuck Bass please :(

Blogger is really getting on my last nerve. I've been trying since last night to upload photos but still to no avail. Tsk!

Sidetracked, yesterday = mundane. Spent the whole day at home and Mum cooked spaghetti for break fast. Yum yum! Anyways after break fast, little sister + me followed grandparents to the John Little Mega Sale @ Expo. Granny wanted buy new bedsheets for our beds and I had the urge to buy a new dress. Bought a new dress for $10. I love my new dress please! Very feminine, I like heh. Wanted to buy another dress but decided to pass since the price was quite unreasonable. So anyways after shopping, we went to Simpang Bedok cause granny had a sudden craving for ice kacang and I had a sudden craving for satay. Hehe so yeah went there and satisfied our cravings. Home sweet home right after that.

Been feeling really really cranky for no apparent reason. Perhaps my period is coming really soon so that's why I've been feeling this way. Anyways a big thank you to Sha for hearing me out all night long eventhough I pissed you off very badly by throwing tantrums + was extremely rude to you for the first time ever. Haha now you know eh! Cb right always make me angry. Now it's your turn lor! Oh yeah thanks for being nice and actually made the conversation ALL ABOUT ME after so loooooooong. Thank you for telling me why you always insult each and every guy I dated/like. Hehe sweet bodoh! Kan bagus if everyday kau gini. Ahhhh okay go aku sayang kau gile babi pasal kau cute k! Alahai confirm after this I kena hammer sia by the psycho. Sodey!

Another happy family photo consists of Alhaziq Shafeez, Nurulnadiah, Intan Amanina and Syahmi Iswaidee. Credits to Nad :)

It's 1.28am and I just woke up. So prolly gonna stay up til Sahur but I think I shall sleep back after Sahur. Feeling very, very lethargic I swear.

My day was mundane cause someone pissed me off. No, not Eyan. I dislike people checking through my handphone especially if you don't have any right to. Which explains why I'm putting that someone on ignore right now. Or maybe I was just overreacting about the whole thing since I was so lethargic and it made me feel cranky. Maybe I'm just tired of giving in to you each time since you're going through a "hard time" of your life. Whatever lah. So annoyed, sick and tired of you.

A shout out to Haziq: Thank you brudder lupxz slash bapak for hearing my rants heh. You're the best! (Y)

Today will be rotting at home. Sundays are always boring. Plus I am feeling really really really cranky. Must be due to lack of sleep so this means I really need to get more sleep.

I love Ciku.

Hi, I am addicted to Twitter. And I have nothing interesting to update on about yesterday. On a brighter note, will be spending the day with Eyan in town. Okay that's all and I love Twitter!

I had an enjoyable day indeed yesterday. I meet Jann up at Sengkang and we proceeded to Orchard by train. Ameera was a little late so we waited for her at Rubi in Ion. I showed Jann the heels I've been eyeing and soon after Ameera came. I actually thought of buying the heels but decided to walk around first in case there's something nicer and even cheaper. So we went to Wisma and went to Forever 21 + Cotton On + Max & More. Nothing was appealing to our eyes so we walked around some more to find our heels. Walked to Far East hoping that we'll find what we're looking for. Walk rounds and rounds then finally Jann and I bought the same heels from Giovanna in Far East which only costs $24! Very cheap I know and it's peep toe. I have a fetish for peep toe heels heh! Afterwhich, we walked back to Ion cause Ameera finally made up her mind to just buy 2 pair of flats from Rubi for Hari Raya. Luck wasn't really on Ameera's side cause her size wasn't available for the flats she wanted. She then ended up buying a pair of red peep toe flats and a pair of gold flats.


After she purchased the items, we headed down to Bugis by train. Went to Haji Lane to do my pedicure. Hehe I love my nails now please! By 5pm, Jann had to head home. Exchanged hugs and parted ways with her. Ameera and I thought of buying a top/dress from Bugis Street but nothing caught our eyes. It was boring and there was nothing new but the usuals. But then I fell in love with this pink oversize shirt. But sadly the price was unreasonable. Ameera wanted to get school shoes from Dorothy Perkins but sadly again her size wasn't available. So she bought the one from Topshop. By 6.30pm, we made our way back to her home in Tampines.

Had girl talks + tried on the shoes we bought while I straightened my hair after breaking fast. Used her desktop for awhile and chatted with Alhaziq Shafeez. By 10plus, grandparents came to fetch me and home sweet home.

Later will be Geylang-ing with Farah and friends. It has been awhile since I hung out with them so hopefully we'll have tons of fun like we always did.

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Nobody understands how much I love you. I love talking to you and doing the things we do. I try not to admit it to myself but I feel this way all the time. Nobody knows that I wake up thinking of you everyday. I would give up everything I have to be everything we're not right now.

I dare not to say I love you although I know it's true. That phrase has been so much abused, misunderstood and overused.

Perhaps someday everything will all make perfect sense. For now I guess I shall laugh at the confusion, smile through tears and keep reminding myself that everything happen for a reason.

Cause when I start thinking about it, I almost forgot what it was like to love and loved by someone. When you speak, it's like a song. Just like that all my walls come down. Everybody else just fades away and sometimes it gets hard to breathe.

Maybe voicing out what I feel wasn't the best idea. Maybe it's true: the more you reveal your emotions, the more chances you'll get hurt. Perhaps the truth is we're still young. We've got time to mess up, things to do that we might regret plus hearts to break and mend.

One day it would be really nice if someone would surprise me with a stupid love song outside my bedroom window while the rain pour with big pretty pink balloons? Okay dream on intan -.-

Just a random photo of me and brother when we were really young. Omg I really missed those curls I had when I was younger! :(

Sidetracked, my day was mundane I swear. I woke up at 2pm eventhough I slept quite early which is at almost 4am. Yes, that's counted as early to me lol. See how my sleeping pattern have worsen.

I still have the overpowering urge to go shopping. I should really stop buying things that I want and instead buy the ones that I need. Like example, I need a flannel top from either Topshop and Forever 21 soon. Okay alright, maybe that's a want. But I really really really want it :(

Can't believe that Raya in less than 2 weeks time yay! But on a sour note, I still haven't get my pink baju kurung cause I'm too choosy + fickle minded. Plus of course, a pair of heels! Nevertheless, I am super sexcited for Raya cause I need $$$ for shopping badly heh.

Hi, I had a fruitful day yesterday with Nad and Leez. The day started off with me waking up at 1.30pm when I was suppose to meet her in Town by 2.15pm! But I managed to get ready in less than an hour and quickly proceeded to Town. Meet up with Nad at Somerset mrt before rushing to Cineleisure to get 3.10pm show for The Proposal. Shall elaborate more on the movie later heh! So yeah after the movie, we walked to Far East cause I wanted to buy my flower hairclip. We went to reserve a table for break fast at Puncak before finding my flower hairclip. Finally got the flower hairclip in pink from Chamelon and Nad even bought one for herself. Hehe so cute please! Walked rounds and rounds cause I thought of buying a dress. Sadly nothing was appealing enough to my eyes.
Sat outside Far East and camwhored while waiting for Leez to arrive. He was late and so we decided to walk around Far East again. Finally he was arriving and we waited for him outside the mall. He came and we proceeded to Puncak as break fast time was less than 30 minutes. Shared jokes and stories while waiting for break fast time. Then finally it was and as usual we finished our food in less than 30 minutes cause we were famished.

After our meals, we walked to Orchard Central cause Nad and I thought of giving Syaffy a surprise visit at his workplace. Unfortunately he wasn't on duty and we walked around the mall as it was somehow our first time there. Camwhored as we walked rounds and rounds. By almost 9pm, we decided to head back home.

More photos as usual are up on Multiply :)

The Proposal is indeed a must-watch for romantic comedy lovers. I rate it 5/5 and of course two thumbs up! It'll make you laugh til your stomach hurts and it'll somehow bring you to tears too heh cause very touching lor! Ryan Reynolds is very cute please. Ugh so huggable sia! Anyways the movie is about a pushy boss forces her young assitant to marry her in order to keep her Visa status in the US and avoid deportation to Canada. It's now showing in the cinemas near you right now!

I have to say that I am simply in love with my pink flower hairclip! Hehe it's like my new favourite item now. Like I said bunga mainkan peranan penting eh sekarang lol. I think I'm gonna get more flower hairclips in all sort of colours!

I have a feeling I'm gonna have more fruitful days ahead! Will be going on a karaoke session slash break fast @ Geylang with Zee and friends on Thursday. The next day which is on the Friday, will break fast @ Geylang again but this time with Farah and friends. Saturday will be dating Eyan out heh. Brudder lupxz slash geng kambing, when are we gonna finally meet up? :(


A happy family consists of Alhaziq Shafeez, Nurulnadiah, Intan Amanina and Syahmi Iswaidee. Haziq and Nad are the parents while Syahmi and I are the kids lol. Haziq, misai mainkan peranan penting eh hahahaha mautxz sia! Syahmi drew this, so credits to him.

Feelings never make any sense at all. They get you all confused and then they drive you for hours before they drop you right back where you start. I'm getting a little confused myself now and I think whatever escapes my lips doesn't make any sense, not even one bit. Alright now I know you're gonna say this: since when whatever intan says make sense at all? Haha thank you very much eh :P

Three words, eight letters, three syllables. Say it and I might be yours.

Hi, the past few days were blissful yet painful and my weekend had been a total bore. Been rotting at home and hogging the laptop + blasting music into my ears so I won't hear my thoughts. But it's stupid cause the lyrics seem to remind me of what I'm trying to forget. The more I want to push the feelings away, the stronger it grows. Ugh I really hate myself when my heart just refused to let my mind win.

I don't know why I bother ruining the pretty little flower when I know perfectly he loves me not. It feels like the whole world is crashing or even the sky is going to fall. All I did was to fantasize all day and night, just to keep on smiling. But when I'm slapped back to reality, everything goes otherwise. That's when my self esteem start to deplete.

Unfortunately, life isn't a romance song. The girl doesn't always get her guy. No one can understand the meaning of these eyes. But it wouldn't hurt if you at least try. Cause all I wanna do now is to tell you how beautiful you are, inside and out.

I promise I'll be there when your heart stop beating, when your last breath's taken away, in the dark when there's no one listening and in the times when we both get carried away. Cause the sun lights my through day, the moon and stars light my way at night but you light my way through life.

Anyways I shall pretend that these things doesn't occur. On a completely different note, I need to go shopping soon. I'm suffering from fashion crisis!

Blogger is being a bitch again and I can't upload photos. Curse you Blogger! :(

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Cause when the sun rises, I'm not gonna be there like the way I used to be. I'm gonna stop chasing and running in circles around you. At the same time, my heart still wants to be the one who you count on at times of cold. It wants you to know that in this world, you're never going to walk alone.

When I think about my feelings for you, it makes me feel small and insignificant. Tonight as I look at the stars, I realise that I am starting to know my place among them. What was I thinking? Dreaming of someone like you, someone who would never take even a look at me.

And I'm really really really starting to hate the fact that I'm not born with beautiful looks or body of a size zero model because then I'd get whoever/whatever I want. Well I should accept the fact that I have no looks or a nice body. I'm starting to get over it. Next year = starve starve starve.

Please kindly handover back my life because I'm leading this one without soul.

HAHAHAHA INTAN AMANINA, WHY SO DRAMATIC? -.-

Cause I know you're much more than just how you look. You're worth much more than you think. You brighten my world with your eyes. I wish I could wake up everyday to the sound of your breathe on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of my fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine. Who knew I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

You don't choose who you fall for. You just fall and get this person who is so wrong, but yet so right. You know you like him/her so much. Sometimes they drive you insane and no one can explain it, even yourself.

God determines who walks into your life. But it's up to you to decide who you're letting to walk away, who you're letting to stay and who you refuse to let go.

Imagine if I have this notebook whereby I write the love story I dream of. And then life would magically occur orderly according to what's written. Life would be so wonderful! Ugh dream on intan!

I've given you the key to my heart and it's hanging around your neck.

Yesterday broke fast in Town with Jaja. The initial plan was actually to go karaoke with Mizee and Izmir but they backed out at the last minute. So I went to accompany Jaja shopping around Town. Then we broke our fast at Cahaya. Afterwhich, we headed down to Bugis by train. Jaja bought a dress + tights from Bugis Street. Home sweet home by bus.

I've been dropping hints and confessing my unspeakable feelings indirectly through my blog posts to that someone, hoping he will actually realise it. But instead someone else thought I was referring to him! Sodey please. Why oh why?!

It seems like my every try at love will never work out. I think I'm born to be a spinster and stay single forever uh. Shall get a cat soon as a companion (when I'm actually scared of cats HAHA).

And notice why I never post any emo quotes today? I think I might have stop trying to confess my love indirectly. I think I might have give up on the whole thing since he will never realise it and what more, return my love. What a sad life I'm leading! Okay now I sound emo. Please add me on my new msn: lonelysoul@hotmail.com please thank you!

HAHAHAHA okay that was a joke. Please do not add! I am not that desperate lol. Sidetracked, I cannot wait for Raya cause I want $$$ so I can buy this faded jeans jacket! And I'm gonna drag Mum to go shopping with me soon. I totally fell in love with these hot pink heels for Rubi. So geram!

It's really amazing how close Alhaziq Shafeez, Syahmi and I have become in just a few days time. We could talk for hours and we never out of topic to talk about. From imitating a minahrep/matrep to emo kids. And even chinese gamers! Whoever we're gonna imitate and make fun of next, I'm sure we're gonna have so much fun lol.

If I had to come up with 'Who I Want To The Most', for sure the first in list would be Geng Kambing! They have been lightening up my days with alot of laughter and make me feel that I'm one lucky girl who owns the nicest people around. Thank you and BruDd3r LuPxZ f0ReVa PlzZ!

On a completely different note, can someone stop me from staying up late and have enough sleep? My eyebags are getting fatter and worser by day. (Geng Kambing's quote:) Sodey please!

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Don't you know baby that they don't see you the way I do. The way I feel for you, the way I know you can never feel for me. What is in my heart is an unsaid truth. It will remain with me and I'll hold it in my quiet arms.

Everytime we communicate, I get this funny feeling inside. I keep telling myself that I'm no good for you. But you touched my heart and wouldn't let go. It's much too late, I'm in love with you.

We can talk about so many things and almost everything. But why does my throat close whenever it comes to feelings? I would feel too shy to tell you and it feels so much safer to watch you from afar with no rejections.

I want so badly for you to tell me everything I wanna hear but you never will. Everytime I think of you, I can feel the butterflies fluttering inside me. You never seem to notice the way I see you. Maybe cause you only see me as a friend and nothing more.

Sesungguhnya aku tidak berkuasa untuk dirindui, mahupun merindu. Biarlah hanya detik-detik indah ini bermain di kotak fikiran seperti pita rakaman berulang siarannya. Kepastian kasih kita tidak pernah akan didefinasikan di kamus cinta. Kenyataan yang membuai perasaan ini hanya dibukukan di dalam jiwa hingga akhir masa.