Lemme start of today's post with a teka-teki by Shairulazryaan which til now I'm still trying to figure what's the answer out. Ryan, better tell me the answer soon! I'm like freaking curious. I've been asking like everyone for the answer, lol. Anyways here's the teka-teka;
Kalau mas kahwin itu duit, kahwin mas itu apa?
If you think you know the answer, please submit it to my tagboard. And I'll post the correct answer as soon as Ryan reveal the answer to me.

Yesterday was a nice day indeed. Went to Mustafa Center to buy groceries and toiletries with Mum and two of her staffs; Kak Ina and Helmi who looks like ____. Haha really! Anyways it was my first time meeting Helmi but we managed to hit it off pretty well. He's like a male version of me, lol. What a himbo! We were like asking my mum alot of stupid questions which made Kak Ina laughed and we also made a fool out of ourselves. Oh and we were trying to play with this long vegetable which look like a light saber from Star Wars and I accidentally broke it into half. Helmi burst into laughter as I panicked and quickly put the vegetable down. Then I pulled his hand and walked away quickly, hoping nobody especially the staffs there saw it. Mum shook her head seeing the whole incident as Kak Ina just laughed along with Helmi. Laugh eh please laugh. -.- After paying for all the groceries and toiletries, we went to the Mamak shop nearby to have our supper. It was Helmi's and Kak Ina's first time eating there while Mum and I has eaten there like a thousand times. So Helmi asked me for recommendations on what to eat. I recommended the Mee Kuah which tastes damn freaking nice. So we both ordered Mee Kuah. After supper, Mum and I went home. Oh and did I tell you I saw the dslr camera I wanted?! Read this conversation of me and Mum.

Intan: OMG! Lawa seh ni camera. *said loudly so that Mum can hear me*
Mum: Hmmm...
Intan: Lawa kan, Ibu? Tapi mahal seh. *insert cute/sad face*
Mum: Kau nak?
Intan: *insert cute face then grins* HEH HEH!
Mum: Yelah. Tengoklah macam mana nanti.

YAY! So now I'm keeping my fingers cross. Maybe Mum will get that camera for my sweet sixteen! Oh pleaseee, I hope she will.

Arrived home around 3plus in the morning, I couldn't sleep when Shairulazryaan asked me to call him up. So yeah, we hogged on the phone til almost 6am. We were like giving each other teka-teki, lol. It was fun. Oh brain tumor, lol. HAHAHAHAHA! Only Ryan knows what I'm talking about. Funny sia. After talking to him, I didn't sleep and followed Granny to the market with Mum.

It's been like a million years since I went to the market. So I was like really, really bimbotic times 1000000. Haha I was like asking Granny stupid questions and said, "Ew." to everything I see. The market was like Underwater World or something except all the sea creatures is dead. HAHAHAHA! Didn't sleep the whole of last night, I was feeling very sleepy. So as soon as I reach home, I crashed on my bed and slept til around 1pm. Around 3pm, followed Mum to Causeway Point. We thought of watching He's Just Not That Into You but decided to pass. We had our dinner at the food court then walked around for awhile before heading home cause both of us were really tired.

Tomorrow will be karaoke-ing with beloved BFF Naqiah Amira. Anyways I think my babygirls are somehow avoiding me(?) Tsk.

Thanks for the day, Nurul Syukriyah and siblings. So yeah yesterday spent the day at Nurul's crib in Bedok. Nurul's mum just gave birth to the 8th child. Yes, you heard it right. The 8th child(!) So anyways Nurul had to take care for her younger siblings as her dad's working. She was bored so she asked me to come over. And I did. Before going to her house, I was online and webcam-ed with Shairulazryaan. And he saw my busuk face, lol. I haven't bath when we webcam-ed. Then mum used my laptop for awhile so I had to go offline. After that, I went online again and chatted with Khai. Engrossed chatting with Khai, I forgot that I had to bath and get ready. Haha then I changed my status to Away so that Nurul(who was also online) thought that I was getting ready. But she knew me too well and bugged me to get ready. So I quickly bathed and get ready. Did my make up in front of the laptop as I chatted with Khai. To make Nurul think that I was on my way, I appeared offline. Haha evil, I know. Feeling guilty, I went offline soon after then make my way to Bedok. Arrived at Nurul's crib, I hung out and played with her youngest sibling, Insyirah who's only 6 years old. She's super cute! Then I went home around 8plus. There are photos but this stupid blogger cannot upload. Cheebs. -.-

Oh great. I'm down with fever and stomach flu. Anyways tomorrow Mum's got her pay. So yay!

Meet my favourite skaterboy, Irfan. He's the cutest, I tell you. Oh and he's Nurul Syukriyah's little brother. At the age of 11, he is a very good skateboarder.

Ex Boyfriend, who do you think you are? My recent posts aren't about you. _____ is a million times better than you. A million times, I tell you. Oh you're sorry for everything? Save it, loser. And try harder cause I'm not gonna forgive you. Lemme get this straight, I'm so over you. I rather be a toilet cleaner than be your girlfriend again. You're not worth my time, my love, my tears and everything. I'm gonna pretend like you never existed. The day I'll enjoy my life is the day I see you getting hurt like I did. So goodbye!

Anyways, last night chatted with Yanii Babygurl. She's in the same situation as mine. ): Chin up, Yanii! You're a pretty young lady unlike me who has so many flaws and imperfections.

To _____, you didn't make me this way. I made myself this way. I'm gonna fake a smile and pretend it's not hurting me. But just so you know, I'm dying more and more inside each and every day. The world is too cruel to me. I don't know how long I'm gonna last but what I know is I'm gonna give up very, very soon. Eventhough I know we're never gonna be together, I love you. I never thought I'd love you or miss you this much. Like you said, we're only friends. No more, no less. But how come it hurts so much? ):

And now I don't see the point of having a handphone and online on MSN anymore. Number one, ____ won't sms or call me anymore. Number two, he won't prompt me anymore when he's online. ):

Oh and the only thing I'm excited about is I've downloaded and using MSN messenger 8.5. COOL NAK MAMPZXZ! Kay I know I'm lame. But who cares.

Time check: 3.54am

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! I can't sleep despite taking 3 spoonful of cough syrup. AAAAAHHHH! *screams* What the hell is wrong with me? I cried like crazy just now 'cause I missed ____ like fuck. AAAAAHHHH! *screams* How could I forget him when I see his name like practically everywhere? I mean, everywhere. AAAAAHHHH! *screams* I wanna run away and hide. If I can reboot my brain, I would totally do that right now. AAAAAHHHH! *screams* Okay sorry, but I can't stop screaming. I love you, _____. But I know we can never ever ever ever ever be together. ): Just so you know, it really ain't easy erasing you from my mind. You're really something to me.

I want a goldfish. I know it's fucking random, but I want a goldfish. And I wanna name it after ____. HAHA! Wtf, I know. But yeah, I want a goldfish. I WANT A GOLDFISH! *shouts*

Meeting Chacha bestie later after like a million years.

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! *screams* Kay dah. I really need to do that.

Yesterday was a fucked up day, like any other day. Except yesterday was a gazillion times more fucked up than any other day. Anyways, my family didn't go to East Coast Park like they planned to. And the reason was because it was fucking raining. I was pissed off because I really thought we're all going to ECP and I cancelled my meeting with that someone. Then at last, we didn't go. Seriously I felt so pissed off. So yeah, I was so pissed off that I decided to make myself deaf to my family and the world. I plugged in and put the volume to the maximum as listened to hardcore songs. Oh and I spent the whole fucking day, staring blankly at my lappy screen. But my internet acted like a bitch and it took me like a million years to log into my MSN messenger. And when it finally logged in but less than a minute, it disconnected again. I was really, really annoyed and felt like throwing my laptop out of the window. Oh and I didn't even bother to shower since morning. Okay can't believe I'm stating it here, lol. Ugh whatever.


Eh I wanna go shopping at the Salvation Army in Bukit Timah. I wanna buy vintage dress, vintage tops, vintage belt, vintage accessories and vintage eveything lah. We go together kay Chacha bestie? I miss you macam babi hutan! Must meet like very, very soon. But after I feel better, that is. Physically, I am feeling better but emotionally, no. So yeah, must wait til I emotionally better which is I think a million more years uh. Now I think I'm going crazy. Lucky IMH is just nearby. So yeah, can go there like anytime. Kay I shall stop crapping. Oh I miss my babygirls macam pepek siolzxzxz! Must meet them also like very, very soon. Sorry if y'all feel like I've been ditching y'all. I love y'all muchy muchy much. Til death, that is. But I'm just not doing so okay and I feel like spending time alone. Plus I wasn't feeling well this whole week. Fortunately now I am okay. But like I said, emotionally I am not. So yeah, hope y'all understand.

My dark days are back. Just when I thought they're finally over, they came to pay me a visit again. Tsk. My life and everything are in a huge mess. And nobody really understands except Nurul Syukriyah. She's the one who has been lending me her listening ear like every single night. Thank you, babe. You know I love you, xoxo. If it weren't for you, I think I'd be already planning on ending my dear life. Thank you again, Nurul. You're the bestest. (L)

These few days, I've been fantasizing having a boyfriend like Edward Cullen. Someone exactly like him, lol. Kay I've been reading and watching too much Twilight.

Oh and I went to Skatepark just now. I'll upload a proper post and more photos tomorrow. Now I shall end today's post with a huge thank you to everyone who has been trying to cheer me up. It's much appreciated.

I cannot deny that I miss you very, very much. I have to admit my handphone is now quiet without you sms-ing me all the time. And it feels weird not hearing your voice before I hit the sheets. Still, the memories of you marks everything I do.

Why oh why. Why am I sucha bitch? I've done it before and now I'm repeating it again. Mistakes after mistakes. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I do feel bad but I can't help it. Can somebody just take a gun and shoot me? Or better, I'll just build a sampan and migrate to Pulau Ubin.

Honestly I do not know what I'm doing with my life. My boring, bitchy and pathetic life. Gosh, I am a loser.

Suppose to meet someone today, but I had to cancel it. Maybe I have to follow my family to East Coast Park for this Kpak Bing Bing thingy. Cheebs!

I must be the happiest bitch right now. My former BFF, Naqiah Amira and I has made up after months of not talking to each other. Oh anyways, just now hung out at her crib. We were doing the things we always do. Bitching, painting each other's nails and reading magazines as we lazed around. Hope to hang out again soon, byotch!

I know I look ugly and my hair so masai! Restless uh. Oh and I'm never ever ever ever ever gonna cut my hair. I want long hair! Hair, grow faster leh.

Breathe by Taylor Swift

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Nice knowing you, dearest Faris. I'm gonna miss you very, very much. Hope you'll have a good life.

Now back to self-pity and sad songs. )':

FUCK IT. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. WHAT AM I TO YOU? IF I'M JUST LIKE ANY OTHER FRIEND OF YOURS, WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH IF I DON'T TAKE MY MEDICINE AND DON'T EAT OR WHATSOEVER? I CANNOT PRETEND WHEN IT'S BECOMING MORE AND MORE OBVIOUS DAY BY DAY. I TRIED STAYING AWAY BUT I DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH AND HEART TO DO IT ANYMORE. I LOVE YOU, (INSERT NAME HERE). I CANNOT LIE TO MYSELF ANYMORE. CALL ME SHAMELESS, BUT FUCK YEAH I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! *SCREAMS WITH FACE BURIED IN THE PILLOW*

How could somebody near be so far away at the same time? Right now, I'm in self-pity. Listening to sad, heartbreaking songs. Can anybody tell me how to get to Pulau Ubin? I think I'm gonna really, really migrate there. Or can somebody just take a gun and shoot me? AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! *screams with face buried in the pillow*

Oh Faris, I miss you. )':

I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.

First of all, I wanna thank everyone for the well wishes. I am feeling a little better. And I'm now absolutely positive that my dark days are finally over and life has been much, much more meaningful with presence of that someone.

Tuesday: After seeing the doctor at Sengkang polyclinic, I proceeded back to Hougang to meet my babygirls. Although I was feeling extremely drowsy due to the medicine I consumed, I managed to fight it and stayed up for them. I missed them like pepek, even now. By 5pm, I couldn't stand it anymore. All I could think of was my bed and proceed to Dreamland. So I bid goodbyes to the girls and went home. Sorry babygirls, I didn't spend much time with y'all. Promise we'll spend time as soon as I get well. Love y'all til death, byotches! <3 As soon as I arrived home, I threw myself on the bed and slept soundly. Around 7plus, I was woken up by noises my siblings made. Checked my handphone for any missed calls or msges. No surprise, dearest Faris msg-ed me. Replied his msges then forced myself to get up. Then made my way to the toilet and showered. After doing so, I went back to sleep. But I woke up in less than an hour. Faris was at his aunt's place so I read Twilight as I waited for him to get back and call me. Oh and I finished reading Twilight! Yay! *jumps up & down* And I only took two days to finish up the book. *flips hair* Heh heh. Oh then I ate my dinner eventhough I had no appetite to eat and my throat hurts like fuck. After dinner, I went online. But I was lazy to stay online cause as usual, my internet connection acted like a bitch. Then Faris called me and I logged off to focus on talking to him.

We hogged on the phone til late, as usual. We somehow randomly talked about feelings which made me blushed. Can I migrate to Pulau Ubin now? *blushes*

Wednesday: I stayed at home the whole day. I spent most of the time sleeping. So yeah nothing much happened. Except Nurul Syukriyah called and kept bugging me to confess something which will never happen. Anyways Nurul asked me if I wanted to hang out with her and Nadya in Bedok. But I declined as I was still sick. As always, at night Faris called me. Hogged on the phone til late. After that, talked on the Nurul Syukriyah for awhile before heading to bed.

Yesterday was a nice Monday indeed. Everything was perfect except I wasn't feeling well. Supposed to meet and hang out with my babygirls. I missed them so much! But unfortunately, I had to accompany my little sister to an audition in River Valley with my grandparents. I think the audition went well cause little sister was smiling wide when she came out of the audition room. My grandparents thought of dropping by my aunt's place in Bukit Gombak after the audition, but I wanted to go home cause I was feeling very weak. I was feverish and couldn't stop sneezing. I told Faris and he was very worried. He kept pestering me to see the doctor, but I was stubborn. I told him I would feel better after taking some Panadols and rest as soon as I reach home. Arrived home, my grandparents and little sister watched some horror dvd in the living room. I was too weak to join them, so I took some Panadols and lied down on my bed. I wasn't feeling drowsy and decided to watch the dvd Twilight as I msg-ed with Faris. Then he called me and I felt better somehow upon hearing his voice. Something that I now look forward to everyday, which is hearing his voice. We talked and yes, he kept bugging me to take a cold shower and rest. But I told him that I was feeling better. Then his friend called, asking him to join their study group in town. He declined their invitation and we ended our conversation soon after as we were both sleepy.

I woke up from my nap around 6plus, nearly 7pm. I msg-ed Faris but he didn't reply. So I supposed he was still sleeping which he was. Mum called me, asking me and bro to meet her in Cityhall to do some shopping. Despite feeling sick, I decided to go. I was on the way there when Faris msg-ed me, telling me he was awake already. We msg-ed each other for awhile before he told me he had to do some revision for his test the next day. Meet up with Mum and she surprised me with the book, Twilight. Then bro and I accompanied Mum to buy a birthday gift for her friend. Feeling hungry, the three of us went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner. The satay tasted really nice. I just finished eating when Faris called, he told me he couldn't study cause he kept thinking about me. I was still with my family members so he decided to call back when I reach home. Fortunately, Mum was tired so we went home straight after dinner.

Arrived home, I wash my face and everything quickly. The of course, called dearest Faris. He heard me sneezed and asked me if I took some medicine already, I wanted to lie and save myself from his nagging. But I couldn't so I said no. And like I predicted, he asked me why and I told him I was lazy. Then he started to nag but I managed to stop him by telling him, I'll take some medicine before going to bed which I did. We then hogged on the phone til almost 1am. He wanted to sleep early as he was feeling lethargic, eventhough he took a nap longer than me. -.- Anyways after that, I couldn't sleep. Not only because my runny nose was sucha irritant, but something was on my mind. Or should I say, someone. I plugged in and listened to my mp3 as I read the book Twilight. Remembering my promise to Faris to take some medicine before going to bed, I collected all the energy I have and walked to the kitchen. Swallowed a few Panadols quickly and get into my bed. Around 3plus, I started to feeling drowsy and felt asleep.

Right now, I'm positive about some things but I shall not indicate it here for now. But I can't deny it no more. I think it's becoming more obvious in such a short period of time. That's why I do not want to indicate it here for now. I think it's just too fast.

I just came back from Sengkang polyclinic. Later will be hanging out with my babygirls, like finally. Despite my fever and all. I missed them too much.

Oh anyways, I so wanna go to this gig on Saturday at FAD Studio, Haji Lane. Anyone wanna go with me please? *insert cute face* Faris's working. ):

If God could keep you with me, I'd trade just about anything.


P/S Somehow I feel my post today doesn't sound like me.

THE WINNER FOR THE TEKA-TEKI IS SHAIRULAZRYAAN.
And the answer is benang nak masukkan dalam jarum.

I so should do this teka-teki thingy more often. It's like so much fun! Haha anyways, I hope all of you had a great weekend, like I did. And of course, a very nice Valentine's day.

Saturday evening, I went dinner with Ameera and family at Bedok corner. I ordered Chicken, Fish and Chips. It tasted okay. And there was this cute guy! *squeals* Ameera and I can't help, but to ogle at him as we were eating. Oh and then we got to walk beside him! *squeals* Kay enough, lol. After dinner, my aunt wanted to buy some groceries so we went to the supermarket nearby. After that, we headed home. And yes, I slept over at Ameera's place.

Yesterday spent my day with Ameera! My uncle sent us to Kak Dia's place in Pasir Ris to meet her. Then the three of us took bus to Pasir Ris interchange before taking the train. Kak Dia alighted in Kallang to meet her boyfriend while Ameera and I alighted in Orchard. Our first stop was Cotton On in Wisma Atria. We had to buy some clothes for Kak Dia and we got two tops for her from Cotton On. They were super cute! Oh and I'm so gonna get that pink pumps I saw. Anyways after that, we walked around town. Then we thought of doing some thrift shopping in Waterloo Street, somewhere in Chinatown. We've never been to the shop before but we found out about it in Seventeen magazine. And we only knew that the shop is somewhere in Chinatown. But we didn't know exactly where is it. So yeah, we took bus to Chinatown from town. Unfortunately we missed the bus stop cause we were busy talking and ended up alighting in Outram. -.- From outram, we walked all the way to Chinatown which is actually not that far. Arrived in Chinatown, we had no idea where to go to next. So we started walking without arah tujuan. We were like the only youths in Chinatown! So yeah, we walked and walked til we found ourselves at streets with weird names, full of shophouses. Somewhere like Haji Lane, except there were not many people and only apeks. We even read the board with the history of the streets. We were like on a learning journey, lol. Kak Dia's camera was with us, so we started to snap photos of the shophouses and scenery. It was awesome! We continued walking and explored more when we realised we reached Raffles Place! Tired and our feet were sore, we took train to Bugis. Ameera wanted to shop so we went to Bugis Street. Ameera bought a nice dress there. After that, we meet up again with Kak Dia and boyfriend. We hung around for awhile before heading to Kallang. Then my uncle fetched us girls from there.


Last night hogged on the phone with dearest Faris til 2plus in the morning. *mentel smile* I couldn't sleep afterwards and decided to watch some dvds. I watched House Bunny and it was fucking hilarious! Around 4plus then I went to bed. Now waiting for Ziela babygirl. I'm gonna hang out with her for awhile then gotta send my little sister for some audition in River Valley.

Unfortunately, we won't be going out on a date or anything today. Cause he's working and I'm gonna rot at home today. But we'll be dating online later, lol. Heh cool right? :D Nevertheless, we would go out on date soon(?) Oh and a million apologies to the guys who offered me to be their Valentine but I turned the offers down. I'm flattered but I'll pass. Oh I hope everyone will have a memorable Vday with their dates!


Click on the photos for actual size.

Yesterday I didn't get to talk much to my crush. ): I went online and waited for him to come online patiently. But we ended up talking only a few sentences. I was quite disappointed. I hope he'll talk to me more, like he used to. I guess yesterday he was busy or something. Or maybe he knows I'm crushing on him? OMFG! *runs away and hide*


Last night I watched K-Nite. It's like Malay version of Don't Forget The Lyrics. Fucking hilarious, I tell you! Reminded me of the karaoke session I had with my babygirls. It was truckloads of fun! Anyways my babygirls will be celebrating Vday together this Saturday as all of them are dateless except Ziela. I don't know if I'll be joining them. Vday is less than 24 hours and I am dateless. I turned down all of the guys invitations to become their Valetine. I don't feel like celebrating Vday this year. Plus I'm broke. Tsk. -.- I need a job badlyyyyyyy.

Chatted with Zacky Hemsley last night when the internet connection lagged like fuck. I kept on signing in and out. It was so frustrating and I felt like throwing my laptop out of the window. Zacky asked me to chill and I was chilling. If I wasn't, I would already be hammering my laptop. Gosh, I'm becoming a very hot tempered person these days. Oh and sorry Erwin, I can't watch your band perform today at Merchant Bugis. I've no one to go with. ): But I'll watch your band next performance when I actually get a friend or a group of friends that's into gigs. Anyways, I so wanna go to this gig at FAD Studio, Haji Lane. Anyone wanna go with me? The ticket cost $6. Oh pleaseeeeeeeeeee. *insert cute face* I think I need a new group of friends to hang out with. Don't get me wrong, I love my babygirls forever and always. It's just that they don't go to gigs. And I can't go to gigs alone. Like one stupid girl. I want a new group of friends or at least one friend that can accompany me to gigs. Anyone wanna be that person? *insert cute face again*

Conference on the phone with Nurul Syukriyah and Nadya til 2am, I think. Nadya was drunk and crapped alot. She kept repeating stuff, lol. Cute sia. I miss hanging out with this skinny byotches. Meet up soon, girly girls!


Next topic. There's alot of questions in my mind right now. I shall now list of them.

1. Why the girl who dislike me keep talking about me on her blog posts?
2. Why people view my blog but never tag, instead they hatetag?
3. Why does my fats stick to me like glue?
4. Why can't I get a faithful, decent boyfriend like other girls?
5. Why Haiqal is a loner when he's an easy guy to get along with?
6. Why matreps don't wear their caps properly?
7. Why people smoke and drink although they know it's bad for health?
8. Why the guys I have crushes on are either attached or have given up on love?
9. Why can't minahreps smile naturally instead of faking it?
10. Why won't Mumsy raise my allowance?

Why oh why. Oh anyways, I finally found my digital camera charger and my mp3! Oh yay! *clap hands* Today I am suppose to attend Denise Melissa's birthday celebration. But I don't think I'll be attending it. First of all, it's held at Sembawang Park and I do not know how to get there. Plus my ez-link is spoilt! Cheebs. Secondly, there'll be alcohol and I'll get drunk. Lastly, I heard Sembawang Park is haunted or something. I'm gonna be drunk and maybe encounter some ghosts. Yikes! Plus it's so far away from Hougang. So no, I won't be attending the celebration. But I do hope Denise Melissa would have a memorable and fun-filled birthday celebration! Sorry, no present. I'm broke, as always.

Oh and I thought Saint Hilda primary is a girls' school. -.- It sounds like a girls' school! I'm having cold and I can't stop sneezing. Oh bummer!

Happy 17th Birthday Denise Melissa! Been awhile since we've met. Hope to hang out with you soon! Have a memorable birthday and enjoy your day while it lasts!





Yes, this is a very random. I was bored yesterday so I decided to check my emails. Then I read an email sent by a netfriend. It was an email which has photos of Palestinian children in a very sad condition. Now look at how fortunate all of us singaporeans. We don't have to feel afraid all the time. Unlike the Palestinian children who are afraid and fear every minute of their lives would be the last one. So now appreciate whatever we have. Cause out there, in the other side of the world, they are people that aren't as fortunate.

Anyways guess what, I have a crush on someone! *giggles* I don't know why but there's something about him. I get all excited when he prompt me on MSN. I smile and sometimes laugh at each and every word he says. Gosh, I'm turning crazy. Crazy in love, that is. And he's cute! He has the cutest smile and that's his best feature. My heart melts upon seeing his smile everytime. He has a band and he's gonna perform soon! Oh yes, I'm so going to the gig. Oh and who is he, if you ask? Well only Ziela knows cause when I was chatting with him, she was beside me. She saw me get all excited and squealed loudly at each word he says. I'll give you a hint on who's my crush. His race is malay. HAHA! What a hint sia Intan. -.- Anyways I misplaced my digital camera charger. Now my digital camera's battery flat and I can't charge it. Oh and now I also misplaced my mp3. Great or what. -.-

My nights are getting boring each day. I do receive a few late night calls from guys but they don't really interest me and I find them very boring. They expect me to talk all the way and if I don't, they'll just keep quiet. What the hell sia. -.- That's why I don't really entertain them. Omg I need new people in my life! Okay I mean new guys. Haha I need new guys in my life. Then once and for all, a faithful boyfriend. Kay maybe not now but sooner or later, I do need a companion that actually stick around for a change. All the guys I've dated are actually losers. Okay they're losers cause they dumped me! Haha but really, I always meet Mr Wrong.

Hung out with Nurul Syukriyah and Kirah yesterday. We hung out at Starbucks in Suntec. Being a noob, Nurul deleted the browsing history of my laptop. I was very pissed off with her. Now it'll be leceh for me to surf the net and bloghop as the websites I always go to will not come out automatically. Such a irritant! Anyways from Starbucks, I thought of going Marina Barrage to snap photos there. I thought Nurul knew how to get there but she didn't. So we decided to hang out around Esplanade. It was a weekday, so no matreps. But on the way there, we were disturbed by this group of old, senior matreps. Old already also wanna disturb girls. Cheebs. -.- So yeah we found a spot and settled down. Nurul and Kirah were hungry so they went to the food kiosk to get sweet corn and cotton candy. Then Kirah showed us some of her Tektonik moves. My god. -.- I didn't talk much cause I was sleepy and I was still a little angry about the browsing history thingy. Around 6plus, I decided to head home. I was feeling very very lethargic.

Sometimes I feel I'm too nice and generous. That's why people tend to take advantage of me. Anyways Haiqal saw me in Tampines on Monday. Next time see me, say hi okay. ^^

Yesterday I spent the day with Kirah. Meet her up in Tampines. We then proceeded to Century Square to buy her mp3. But she was fickle minded and didn't know which mp3 to buy. We then decided to survey first and I saw the dslr camera I want! Then Kirah finally made her mind and purchased the mp3 she wanted. After that, we decided to head to City Hall. On the way walking to the Tampines mrt from Century Square, we saw Syed Azmir. Kirah squealed but I only squealed like 5 minutes later. Haha slow reaction siolxz. Arrived in City Hall, we walked to Suntec City. I accompanied Kirah shop at Cotton On. After buying some clothes from Cotton On, we proceeded to the sky garden and camwhored there. Around 7plus, we decided to head home. Now my blog shall be flooded by Kirah's face, lol.

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Now waiting for Nadya and Nurul at Starbucks. Maybe later will be heading to Marina Barrage.

Nothing much happened yesterday. Went online for hours! And then webcam-ed with Nas. He looked fierce not smiling, so I asked him to smile. Haha cute siolxzxzxzxz! Oh then he put on Shrek ears. Haha act cute only uh this Nas.

Happy 17th Birthday, Naqib! One more year to legal age. I hope you'll have the best birthday celebration ever and hope you'll pass your O levels with flying colours. Enjoy your day while it lasts, bro! See you soon!

The movie date with my beloved Nurul Syukriyah and Nadya was awesome. It was a blast! I was suppose to meet them around 2.30pm at Somerset mrt station but I was late by 45mins cause I had to meet my mum first at her workplace for money. Mummy's girl what, lol. Anyways I'm so sorry for being late, girls. On the other hand, serve you girls right. Always make me wait right. Haha bluek! :P Okay then meet up with my two skinny bitches outside Cineleisure. Nadya already bought the tickets for Nurul and I in advance. Our show starts at 5.40pm and it was only 3plus. Nadya was famished, so we walked to Far East and had our lunch at Puncak. We dig in to our meals as we caught up with each other. After that, we window shopping at The Heeren and walked back to Cineleisure just in time for our movie. We were taking the elevator up to Level 4 when there was this group of cute guys. Nurul was somehow shy and didn't wanna be inside the same elevator as them. Nadya and I couldn't be bothered so we left Nurul. Haha then finally our movie starts. I'll elaborate more on the movie later. Okay then after the movie, we walked to Orchard mrt station to meet up with Ejan and friends. Nadya and I were bored so we sang Nasyid. Haha so random siolxz. Nadya was hungry again and wanted to have dinner at McDonalds. So we walked through the underpass to go to Shaw House. We thought we were walking towards the wrong way so we turned back. Then halfway we realised it was the right way. -.- Giving up, Nadya decided to have her dinner at KFC, Far East. I accompanied Nadya to have her dinner as Nurul, Ejan and the rest proceeded to the basement.After dinner, Nadya and I decided to head home.

Last night I watched Dirty Dancing on Channel 5. Omg Salsa is indeed very sexy. Heh anyways I was watching the movie as I was msg-ing with Tengku Muhd Daniel. *mentel smile* Haha when the movie ended, he called me. *giggles* I MISS DANIEL LIKE PEPEK! To the max you know. Haha we hogged on the phone til 4am. We were talking crap with each other, something we didn't do for ages. Oh then we challenged each other on who can come uo with the best pick up lines ever. It was freaking hilarious and truckloads of fun. We came up situations and acted it out. After that, we came up with what pick up lines can be used in those situations. I have to say Daniel won. Casanova what, lol. He melted only at one out of my countless lame/cheesy pick up lines. Countless siolxz, must count using abacus. HAHAHAHA! And I melted then evaporate at almost all of Daniel's pick up lines. Like I said, casanova what. Haha oh and Daniel's single! *grins* Heh oh Daniel. We shall hang out very very soon on a Sunday. Why Sunday, you readers may ask? Well I know, Daniel know. *mentel smile* So see you soon, Danny boy! *winks*

My 13 year old matrep-ish brother ran away from home. And Granny thought that it'd be nice to blame me on what happened. She said that I'm the one who taught him all this stupid shit. She also said I'm a bad influence and I never set good example(s) to him and my other younger siblings because I always stay out late and thon. Well hello, yes I do stay out late. But thon? I only do it once in a blue moon. And plus I don't run away from home and will never do. I find running away from home is plain stupid and immature. Okay maybe Granny's right. I do not set good example(s) to my siblings but they have their own set of brain what. They should know better what's good to follow and what's bad. At least I am not some fanatic minahrep. That would be so embarrassing. Matreps/minahreps are the lowest rank in the human pyramid.


Bride Wars is a must-watch, I tell you! I give it two thumbs up. It's very heartwarming and also very hilarious. Oh and it's a chick flick, so you girls should watch with your girlfriends like I did. Anyways this movie reminds me of Naqiah and I when were bestfriends. Too bad now we aren't even talking to each other anymore. But somehow I do miss the times we had. Wells some bond are forever and some aren't. I guess ours weren't forever. Oh whatever.

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