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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Sheesha and pool

Sheesha-ing was okay. Farah, Ziela and Ana meet me up inside 51 then made our way to Bugis. Alighted at Bugis and meet up with Aqul, Nini and Wan outside KFC. Then all of us have our lunch at KFC before proceeding to Haji Lane for sheesha. I didn't talk much and when Wan asked me where's my boyfriend, I couldn't be bothered to answer his question. I was in no mood to talk and tell him what happened. As the gang talked and caught up with each other on the way walking to Haji Lane, I kept to myself most of the time. Arrived at Al Tazzag, we settled down as I looked for a plug to charge my laptop for them to use. Ordered apple mint flavoured sheesha. The gang continued to talk as I read the book that I brought. Looking at how sweet Aqul-Nini and Wan-Ziela, I teared as the memories of me and him flashes through my mind. Realising the tears rolling down my cheeks, the gang cheered me up. It's true; relationship is just a temporary thing in life. I can never count on guys as they never really stay as my friends are always there for me. I finally can smile and laugh to their jokes. Oh and fortunately this time, there weren't any rats running around. Only a cat that freaked me out. Haha then around 6plus, we proceeded to Grandlink in Geylang to play pool. Ziela paid for us, heh. Thank you eh babygirl. I love you muchy muchy much! So yeah from Haji Lane, we walked all the way to the bus stop near Bugis mrt station to take 51. On the way to Geylang, I didn't talk much too. I was engrossed, listening to my mp3. Even when we're in Geylang already, I was still listening my mp3. Then outside Grandlink, Farah told me that Abby's coming. Cheebs, I was so shocked. He did msg me, asking me to meet him when we were in Haji Lane. But I declined politely with the reason, Ziela wanted to treat me & the rest pool at Grandlink. Then I saw Abby, smoking outside the building. My face was burning red because I was shocked and embarrassed. Farah kept bugging me to talk to him, but I only blurted hi. I didn't even smile when I said hi. As Ziela were doing the payment and stuff, Farah kept bugging me to talk to him again. But being the stubborn bitch I am, I refused to talk to him. I just stared at him blankly. Then I guess he was disappointed or something, he told Farah that he's leaving. I didn't feel hurt or anything. In fact, I just felt neutral seeing him. I don't even think I could feel anything anymore. Not long after that, we started to play pool. Being a virgin at pool, it was pretty humiliating for me. But Ziela taught me how to play but as a slow learner, I still couldn't get a hang of it. Haha so I gave up and sat one corner, using my laptop with hope that there's wireless. Unfortunately, there wasn't. -.- So I just sat down, observing my homies play pool. And did I tell you how busuk I look? No make up and messy hair with just a hairband. Gosh, plus I was wearing a black cleavage revealing top that made a makcik stared at me inside the bus. I swear I look like pepek just now. Anyways after two hours of playing pool, we decided to go home. Aqul accompanied Nini to wait for her mum as the rest of us went to Tanjong Katong Complex to search to Farah's sis's contact lens solution. Although most of the shops were close, fortunately the shop selling the solution wasn't close yet. So Farah bought the solution for her sister and we went to Shop N Save to buy some drinks. We sat down at the stairs nearby before decided to call it day. We made a move to the bus stop nearby to take 51 back to Hougang. Inside 51, I was standing beside this cute guy. He was so cute and I kept glancing at him. When he looks at me, I looked down. Paiseh oi. Plus I looked like pepek without make up and my hair was a disaster. Kay then Ziela alighted first, followed by Ana and Farah. I alighted at Hougang Interchange then walked home alone. Loner what, lol.

Dearest Abby,I'm sorry I wasn't friendly at all. I was not in a mood and your presence was a shock to me. I hope you understand that I am not really over my recent break up. If you don't wanna talk to me anymore, it's find with me. But I do feel a little sad to lose a goodfriend like you. Again, I am very sorry with my attitude towards you. But believe me, I am not that kind of person. Emotions and my broken heart made me like that. See you around, matrep!

Sorry no photos, I forgot to bring my digital camera. Wells now I'm waiting for Farah to get her ass online so she can send me the photos.

I don't know where to start or where to stop. But I know I'm done, I had enough.



Friday, January 30, 2009
The big break up

Eventhough I really loved you, I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to.
And it will all get better in time.

I didn't expect it to end this soon. But I guess it better for us to go our seperate ways. It's fated, we can never be together again. I can't lie, saying I'm not hurt by this break up. Nevertheless, I don't wanna be a fool crying over you. You somehow changed my life within the this past three weeks we've been together. Although we had alot of arguements, I shall only remember the good times we had. I'm gonna miss your phonecalls and msges. But I'm stronger than this. I shall get over you, like I got over all my exes. All the best in life!

That's it. I am destined for unsatisfactory love life.

Yesterday went to Vivo City to meet Kamarul Izwan. He was late and I was in no mood to wait. But luckily, Nurul Syukriyah called me and managed to calm me down. I was blabbering on the phone, scolding and cursing. Haha then Kamarul Izwan finally came. We went up to Sky Park and he so-called wanna cheer me up but to no avail. I wasn't even friendly to him because I was in a bad mood and he was late. That makes everything worser. I then asked him to go home and he did. I stayed at Sky Park, crying alone. So-called wanna emo all by myself. Then talked to Amir on the phone. He was mean and sarcastic. But that somehow cheered me up and soon I realised I shouldn't be angry at anyone but myself. Then Amir's sarcasm made me laugh. He was in school and when the teacher asked him who he was talking to, he told his teacher I'm from the community center and doing a survey on Myopia. -.- I somehow find Amir very, very interesting. He has this something that makes him different from other guys. Then Nurul Syukriyah msg-ed, asking me to join her and Nadya for a movie in town. I agreed as it's been ages since I met Nadya. Walked to the bus stop opposite Vivo City and Amir accompanied me on the phone all the way there. Took bus 143 to Somerset mrt station. Waited for the two girls at the control station. They were late! I sat down as I listened to my mp3. Sad break up songs, brought me nothing but tears. Then Nurul finally arrived and gave me a huge hug, what I needed the most. After awhile, Nadya came and gave the both of us a huge hug. Finally got to hang out with this sexy biatch. Haha then we walked to Cineleisure and planned to catch Bride Wars. Unfortunately, the earliest show tickets were selling fast and only the few front row seats were available. So we decided to pass and walked to Far East to eat at Puncak. We walked to Far East as we caught up with each other. Arrived at Puncak in Far East, only to realised it's close. -.- We then decided to eat at KFC on the first level. I had no appetite to eat eventhough I haven't ate yet since morning. I just ordered a large Ice Lemon Tea as the girls ordered their meals. They asked me what happened as they eat their meals. I told them what happened in tears. After eating, we chilled out outside Far East and camwhored. Being random like Nurul, I told them I wanna go karaoke alone(!) Haha yes, alone. Then we window shopping at This Fashion. Looking at the dress but I wasn't really in the mood. After that, Nadya and I sent Nurul to Orchard mrt station to meet Nurul's younger sis, Zakirah. Then the two siblings head to Somerset as Nadya and I had to walk to the bus stop opposite Far East to head home. Inside the bus, Nadya recommended some songs which I'm gonna download soon. Thank you girls for the wonderful day. You girls are the sweetest things and we shall hang out soon. Bride Wars = Nadya. Meaning die-die must watch with Nadya. Haha I love you, girly girls! Oh and I shouldn't wear make up in the first place. All the crying messed up my make up. -.-

P/S For the photos; Nadya, I will send you through MSN or through email. Nurul, bring your thumbdrive when we meet up again soon. Your photos are wasting my laptop memory. *evil laughs*

Last night, I couldn't sleep although the night before I didn't sleep. So I swallowed some Panadols. I was lying on my bed, sms-ing and reading the thick Memoirs of a Geisha. I've read it but to make me sleepy, I read it again. It's quite a nice story. As I was engrossed reading, Abby called(!) Actually he's been calling and msg-ing me the whole day, bugging me to meet him but unfortunately, I was out with the two girls. Then we talked on the phone and he made me laugh. My quote of the day was "Yelah. I ni kan tak seberapa.", the quote my ex always use and I was some sort of making fun of him by saying all the quotes he always say. And Abby made up songs using it. Haha it was kind of fun and he kept laughing at me. Somehow Abby confessed his feelings. Uhmkay, it kinda freaked me out. Abby's a nice guy and all but one thing stopping me from being with him, he's a matrep! Gosh, I cannot date a matrep. But I do like him as a person. Okay then, I was sleepy so I told him I wanted to sleep. He sulked and was like, "Yelah. Kalau berbual ngan I asyik ngantuk aje." Haha cute or what siolxz. I then hung up but Mr Matrep thought I was just making up that I was sleepy and kept calling me. But I was too tired and sleepy to answer his calls.

Saturday sheesha-ing. To be frank, I'm not in the mood to sheesha. I know in my past posts, I was really anticipated. But now, the anticipation's gone. Abby, jom uh go sheesha!

And since I've no boyfriend to focus on anymore, I can finally update my blog daily.

Pictures:




I know I look ugly in all the photos above. My eyes are all puffy and a little swollen from all the crying. What the hell. -.-

Tag replies:
Nadrah: Haha yeah yeah.
Ziela: OMFG! I'm not jealous but paiseh lagi ada.
Farah: Tahu takpe eh. HAHA!
Syirain: Linked :D



Wednesday, January 28, 2009
CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year Pictures, Images and Photos
Happy Chinese New Year!

Finally I'm updating my blog. Sorry for not updating my blog daily. I'm abit occupied lately with boyfriend and some personal stuff. So I don't have much time to come online and update my blog. Promise I'll try to update my blog daily like I used to when I'm free.

Anyways my long weekend was okay. Spent the days with family at Changi beach and spent nights at home, hogging on the phone with baby as the rest of my family members overnight at the beach. Thank you Nurul Syukriyah for accompanying me at Changi beach. If you didn't accompany me, it'll be so boring without you and your never-ending randomness.

Yesterday, went to hang out with Ziela, Farah and Ana. Accompanied Ziela to Cotton On to get her tights. Then the both of us head to Blk 249 to hang out with Farah and Ana. Oh and I finally got to meet Rauzan! Cheebs, he's so hot siolxz. *melts* But I was too embarrassed to face him due to certain reasons. I was so embarrassed that I covered my face with my wallet. My embarrassment didn't stop there. One of my cards felt out from my wallet and I had to bend down with my fat ass facing him to get it. So humiliating, I know. Now he must be thinking I'm some weird girl. But I don't really care cause I'm attached and he's also attached.

Just now went to meet baby. Meet him at Hougang Mall then both of us proceeded to the void deck nearby to spend time together before heading to Blk 249 and meet my girlfriends. Arrived there, my girlfriends weren't there yet. After a week plus not meeting baby, it felt good having him kissing me all over. Heh heh.. *mentel smile* Okay then my girlfriends came. Thank God baby's not the quiet type. He managed to get along with my friends. Then Wan, Ziela's boyfriend came. Everything was okay til I see baby kept on looking at his handphone. It pissed me off for awhile. Around 5pm, baby and I departed from them and head to Woodlands. On the way to Woodlands, I gave him attitude because of the handphone thingy. I kept quite all the way and when we arrived in Woodlands, I gave him the cold shoulder. Mum asked me to meet her in Cityhall while baby had to go home and both of us went to the MRT station. I was so pissed off with baby that when the train heading to Marina Bay came, I just walked off without exchanging hugs and kisses with him. Inside the train, I felt a little bad and apologized to him through sms. He just replied, "Okay." I called him a few times but he rejected all my calls. Finally he answered my call with a cold, bitter voice. He told me he was charging his handphone and he'll msg or call back when it's fully charged. Right now, I don't know if we're okay or not. Baby, I know I can be a little overreacting sometimes but you know how much I love you. I never could imagine my life without you. But I'm sure my life would be topsy turvy without you around.

Tag replies:
Feeney: Thank you, cousin! And I miss you! :D
Chacha: I believe we settled this already.
Puteri: Relinked.
Yana: Haha okay and you're linked babe :D
Farah: Haha now I know how you feel when you see Melvin. So malu nak face Rauzan! And I told you kan already what happened between me and Chacha.
Ziela: Hahahaha! Lawa apa your face. :P
Syuk: Updated already ni. (:



Sunday, January 25, 2009
"FAMOUS AMOS" SUE! HAHA!


I swear I had truckloads of fun karaoke-ing with my girlfriends yesterday. Farah, Anna, Tini and Alfiah really made my day especially after I had a small arguement with baby in the morning. Oh anyways meet the girls inside 51 and head to Geylang. Alighted near City Plaza then walked to Grandlink which is just nearby. Arrived in the karaoke center which is inside the Grandlink building, registered our names and bla bla bla. There were so many matreps siolxz! Some of them were good looking, but mostly eeyer. Anyways matreps aren't my cup of tea. Dated one matrep and it didn't end so well. Anyways then walked into the karaoke room and start choosing songs. Then we start singing on top off our lungs. We sang alots of songs, from english songs to malay songs. We camwhored also but mostly using Farah's Canon EOS. Omg I so want this camera! Kay continue with the story, lol. After 2 hours of karaoke, we were hungry and wanna have our dinner at the Banquet in Haig Road. Before proceeding to Haig Road, Farah and Anna decided to smoke first outside the Grandlink building. And then we saw Melvin the chinese boy and gang siolxz! Farah was embarrassed to face Melvin because of some personal reason(s) that I know but I shall not state it here. So yeah, Melvin shouted her name from far but she just walked away followed by the rest of us. Then Melvin and gang walked to the bus stop nearby and supposingly we were suppose to walk pass the bus stop to go to Banquet. But since Farah didn't want to face Melvin, we walked the other way which is a longer route. But nevermind, for the sake of my Farah baby. Heh then arrived at Banquet, we ordered our food. After eating, we called it a day and head home.

I so can't wait for Saturday, 31 January. Sheesha-ing with the clan! Like finally. It'll be super kecoh, as always. And with baby around, it makes everything better. Heh I know I keep on repeating this. This is because I am very, very anticipated! *jumps up & down* And I miss Zielaaaaaaaa! Come back soon, baby.

Today I am supposed to go Changi to camp and overnight with my family til Tuesday at the beach. But I'm very lazy plus I hate sleeping in tents. No aircon, plus so uncomfortable! Kay I know I sound like some spoiled brat. But really, sleeping in tents suck. Anyways every Chinese New Year, it's somehow a must for my family to go camping. It's like a tradition or something. I used to love it when I was younger cause I love swimming in the sea which is the cause of my dark skin now. But I don't like swimming in the sea that much. Oh and I hate sunburns! Last year, I didn't overnight. I just came by with Nurul Syukriyah. Then I told my granny that I'm doing home but instead Nurul and I thonned with her friends. So later I'll just come by and go home at night.

I miss baby muchy muchy much! I wanna meet but baby's always busy. With soccer, helping his dad with his family's catering business & bla bla bla. Even this Chinese New Year, we won't be spending time together cause he's involved in this charity thingy. Baby's a volunteer for 4PM, a Malay organization. So we won't be meeting each other til Wednesday. But somehow I think it's better if we meet once in a while, I tend to get sick of my boyfriend if we meet like everyday. At least this gimme a chance to miss him like gila babxz. If meet everyday, nak miss apa siolxz? Everyday see his pepek face, lol. Some more, at night always talk on the phone. Where got challenge? Haha kay I am crapping already. Oh and last two nights if I'm not wrong, baby had a weird/cute dream. He dreamt that I followed him & family to the zoo. HAHA! Cute or what b! That dream makes me feel like going to the zoo. Can eh baby? We go zoo for one of our dates. Then can see your bestfriends, the orang utans. But too bad your ultimate bestfriend, Ah Meng's dead. HAHAHAHA! Kay kidding. -.- I love you muchy muchy much, cuppycake. MWAHXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ! Wednesday, come faster oi. I wanna lovey dovey, kisskiss. Kay I shall stop it now.

Sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah, diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta



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Oh and looky looky. Someone blogged about me and yes, she spammed me. Since I have a life and I don't think she worth my time for me to evaluate her spam, so I deleted it. Told you honey, don't bother spamming. Omg I feel so famous. Like a celebrity. Thank you eh, FAMOUS AMOS Sue. :D


Tag replies:
Hairul: Haha cehxz. Hairul ROCKSTAR sehz! Malaysia ASALboleh lagi ada siolxz.
Akin: Aww.. I love you too, sugar! :D
Yana: Hello Yana. Thank you for dropping by. Do drop by again! Haha thank you also for the well wishes. Do I know you somehow? :D
Lala: Haha I won't. And thank you for dropping by. :)



Saturday, January 24, 2009
Partner in crime.

Happy Belated 18th Birthday, Hairie! Omg my partner in crime legal age already siolxz. I am so jealous! Kay enough. Now you can smoke here, there and everywhere without fear of getting caught and fine by the HSA. Anyways I hope you'll have a wonderful birthday celebration with your girlfriend, family members and friends. I also hope it'll be a memorable birthday for you too. Oh and last long with your dearest girlfriend. Plus enjoy this special day of yours to the max.

Oh I just love wishing people happy birthday. Kay lame. -.- And baby, I know you envy Hairie(coincidentally Hairie is baby's classmate) because he's legally eighteen now. Your birthday is like months away in December. I hope we'll last long enough for us to celebrate each other birthdays. At least long enough to celebrate our 1st monthsary.

Thursday: Spent the day with dearest Mum. We went to Raffles City then proceeded to McDonalds in Bugis to have our lunch. After lunch, I wanted to have some ice cream for dessert before proceeding to our next destination. I walked to the counter to order my favourite Hot Fudge Sundae. But instead of saying Hot Fudge Sundae, I said to the counter guy, "One Strawberry Hot Fudge Sundae please." And the counter guy stared at me in a blurcock/weird/confused look. -.- Realising my mistake, I told him the correct order and tried to hide my embarrassment at the same time. Told Mum and you've guessed it, she laughed at me. -.- Kay then we went to the huge, huge library in Bugis. Been ages since I went there. Mum used the laptop first as I camwhored. Was engrossed on taking photos of myself, this librarian came up to me and told me that taking photos in the library is prohibited. WTF! Then he asked to delete all the photos I took. Cheebs. Everyone looked at me. Another humiliation. Cool or what. -.- See, you people don't need to make me feel like an idiot. Cause I already feel like an idiot most of the time. Tsk. Mum who obviously saw what happened, laughed at me. She always does. Laugh eh please laugh at other people's misfortune(s). Oh and I look cute siolxz inside the photos I took. Cheebs. Stupid librarian guy. Curses.

Friday: I finally hung out with my girlfriends. Brought cheesecake, chocolate cake plus 2 heart shaped cookies for the girls. We joked around and talked about almost everything after days not doing so. I was having my period and stained my pants. So Ziela offered me to go to her house to change sanitary pad. Plus she had to pack up for her trip to Genting from tomorrow til Monday. I swear I am gonna miss her. Arrived at her crib, I salam-ed her granny then went straight into the toilet to pee and clean up. Then Ziela passed me new sanitary pad and a pair of pants for me to borrow. I changed sanitary pad and into the pants. After that, Ziela showered then pack up as I used her desktop. When she's done with whatever she needed to do, we went down back to the void deck. Aziah joined us for awhile before we parted ways. Oh and on the way home, I think I saw my ex Hykal SpadeStar and his girlfriend(?) I was in the bus when I saw them. Arrived home, my aunt, uncle and their kids came. My little cousins! Super cute siolxz. *melts* Oh I fed them and I bathed them. Then I put their clothes on them. After that, they kissed me on both my cheeks & lips. After doing so, they said I love you. Aww.. *melts* Then at night, I brought them to the minimart nearby to buy more sanitary pads as mine finished. I asked the cashier where can I find Kotex and she pointed to the shelf. Then 5 year old Syirin asked me a question and a funny conversation began.

Syirin: Kak Na, Kotex tu apa?
Intan: Uhm. (thinking what should I answer)
Papy(my little sister): Kotex tu pampers. (What an answer! -.-)
Syirin: Habis apasal panggil Kotex? Lain kali panggil la pampers. (HAHAHA!)

Later will be going karaoke with Farah, Anna, Afiah and Tini. My god, I am so anticipated! Next week sheesha-ing. I miss hanging out with the clan. Finally we get to hang out. The last time we hung out was countdown. And my boyfriend will be joining us next Saturday. It's gonna be so much fun.

I miss baby truckloads. I wanna meet him as soon as possible but this guy here is always busy with his mates. -.- Tomorrow he has soccer training which starts at 10am and ends in the evening. So he'll be feeling lethargic so we can't meet. Sunday, he has religious class plus Sunday's like a family day. So again, cannot meet. Monday, he ends school late. I forgot what his reason(s) for Tuesday. And Wednesday, we finally can meet and spend time together. And that's like 4 days from now. I wish Wednesday would or could come sooner. I miss baby like $%#&.

I feel like you've always been forever a part of me.

Tag replies:
nurulMUFFIN: Omg I miss you too! And I am not a minah kay, lol. Call or msg me soon so that we can meet up soon. You know my number right? :)
Syuk: Haha thanks eh thanks. Keep the tags rolling eh!
Hairul: Eh no. I am more cuter kay. Haha anyways your recent post cool and funny siolxz. Malaysia boleh kepeeeee. LOL!
Aidil Kamal: Sedar pun Aidil tak tahu malu. Heh no laaaa. Kidding. One day we go sheesha together kay, we double date. I bring my boyfriend, you bring your girlfriend. How? :)
Farah: Heh thanks baby. See you later, love!

I feel like making my blog private. Should I? You decide. Tag yes or no and tell me the reason(s). Majority wins eh.

Pictures:

Girlfriends.

My little cute cousin, Rasyrini.


My face like pepek, I know.



Thursday, January 22, 2009
Pissed off.

Everyone is simply pissing me off today especially baby. He gave me attitude early in the morning just because I didn't wake him up for school(!) I was so soundly asleep that I didn't hear the alarm went off. I was really sorry for it but he decided to give me the cold treatment. He decided to reply my msges late and answered my calls in a cold, bitter voice. What a nice way to treat me eh baby! You cancelled our date today, I didn't even gave you a tiniest bit of attitude. Okay maybe just a tiny bit of attitude which you couldn't even see under the microscope. And now you're treating me like this. I so need a timeout right now!

When it's time to be with me, you always have school and stuff. When it comes to your friends(or you call them brothers), you can always skip school. Everything okay best, okay go! Semua no hal punya. It's not that I want you to skip school and stuff for me, but you're being unfair to me. Enough that you live in CCK which is so far away from where I stay which is in Hougang. So spending even the most little time with you is a big deal to me. But I don't think you feel that way. Sometimes I feel like you treat your brothers way more better than me. YELAH INTAN NI KAN SIAPA! Oh and one more thing, trust. You don't trust me that much, do you? Cause when I called you to apologize because I didn't wake you up, you were so confident that the reason why I didn't wake up on time is that I was hogging on the phone with some guy(s) til late night after we hung up. -.- You tell me that you love me, you need me and will always make me feel happy. But right now you're more like bringing tears to my eyes and hurt me with that attitude of yours.

Next I'm pissed off with Mum. She's been using my laptop and hasn't been shutting it down properly. And I can lose data because of this! I've been telling her so many times but she just keep doing it. If this laptop spoils, I am so gonna lose my fucking mind and make sure she buys me a brand new laptop.

Call me dumb, call me stupid. Oh and call me crazy. Patching up with an ex that broke my heart months ago. But hey I didn't even expect to be with him again. I didn't plan all this. Love is a very, very strange feeling indeed. I know my closefriend don't really think it's sucha good idea to get together again with baby. She said that he'll hurt me again somehow. But you can't assume things, can you? I want you to be happy for me. Maybe what you said is right, but for now just be happy for me kay? I love you, Nurul Syukriyah. Oh and I miss you truckloads. I so wanna hang out with you and Nadya like very, very soon.

Oh and so what if he's not the most popular or hottest guy in school or wherever? I love him just the way he is. And most importantly, he loves me the same way. Okay I know I'm bragging about my boyfriend too much. -.-

This Saturday, I can't wait to go karaoke with my girlfriends. Omg it's been ages since we spend time together. I've been busy with boyfriend(Here I go again) and some personal stuff. Wells glad I can finally hang out with my beloved girlfriends. Oh and next Saturday, sheesha-ing! I'll be introducing baby to them officially that Saturday. *mentel smile*

Despite all the crap(s) you've done today baby, I love you and will always do.

How could you give me so much pleasure then give me so much pain?



Wednesday, January 21, 2009
I love you, baby.

Yesterday spent time with baby. Like finally eh baby. We hung out in Hougang for awhile before heading to Woodlands. Hung out at Woodlands library and played some games. Then bought Big Gulp from 7-11. After that, baby accompanied me at the interchange. 161 came but I decided to miss it, lol. Oh and I accidentally spilled the Big Gulp. I almost cried because I thought baby's gonna scold me. But instead he laughed at me. -.- Oh then finally the next 161 came, we exchanged hugs, kisses *giggles* and finally goodbyes. Can't wait for Thursday. Another date with baby! *mentel smile*

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you.

Random topic. Valentine's day is less than a month away. Oh and I already have a date! *jumps up & down* Omg I am so excited. It's been 2 years since I celebrated Vday with someone special. Last year, I celebrated Vday under the void deck with Atiqah and her matrep-ish friends. I listened to them singing some pathetic jiwang songs. Gosh, it was full of boredom. -.- Anyways, this year I am gonna bake chocolate mint cookies. Heart shaped chocolate mint cookies. Hopefully the cookies will turn out just fine cause I never bake before in my whole fifteen years on earth.

Next topic is Brokencyde! Omg I am so obsessed with this band. I love their music and it's a mixture of R&B and Screamo. Do check it out on Imeem or YouTube. They're the coolest band other than Paramore and Eyes Set To Kill. They make my pee pee hard! HAHAHAHA!

Currently I am very, very annoyed with this ex schoolmate of mine. She claimed on her MSN display name, telling people to stop asking her where's her boyfriend cause she have none. And she's been single for months. Oh I so know why she has no boyfriend and single for months. It's because of her slutty mouth. Okay this is actually the reason why I'm annoyed and pissed with her. Because of that slutty mouth she has, baby dumped me months ago. And I just gotta know about this recently. Oh and plus she freaking thought baby had a crush on her when he just got close with her because he wanna know more about me. And she encouraged baby to dump me and told him all the bad things about me(!) In front of me, she acted all nice. What a hypocrite, two-faced bitch! Oh and omfg she's so desperate for a boyfriend. But she attracts no one but ugly boys. And she goes for looks. No wonder she's still single til now. Not only she's desperate but freaking choosy. And did I mention she has no sense of style at all? I don't think the earthquake victims would want her cheapskate 3 for $10 clothes. STFU eh loser. I don't have time to entertain desperate, pathetic losers like you. And all the best finding a good boyfriend with that attitude problem(s) of yours and since you call yourself FAMOUS AMOS! Get a life and grow up, loser. -.-

Minahrep's talk(Laugh eh please laugh): Dari dulu lagi aku tahu kau tak suka aku uh. Kau fikir aku suka kau apa?! Pergi jalan sudah la eh! Depan aku, kau nak step mana punya baik. Kay itu tak pasal. Then sekarang aku dapat tahu pasal mulut sundal kau, ex aku break ngan aku dulu. Kimak darah aku up siol! Eh dengar sini baik-baik eh. Swi-swi aku berbual eh aku memang dah pangkah kau uh girl. Aku dari dulu memang tak favourite perempuan macam kau. That time aku terserempak ngan kau and kawan-kawan seme, kau buat muka. Kau fikir aku tak nampak apa? Kay itu tak pasal uh. Tapi bila aku dengar pasal ni, sumpah sak darah aku up gila punya. Kau takmo nak step gerek depan aku ngan ex aku uh. Takmo nak step kecoh and hot kat sini. Nama kau sikit pun tak hot la. Kau takmo nak main darah ngan ex aku la. Dia tak minat ngan perempuan macam kau. Plus sekarang ni dia nak patch balik ngan aku. Tak happy plan kau tak work? Itu kau punya pasal. Kau dengar sini eh. Aku malas nak layan perempuan sundal macam kau. Kau kasi nama kau betul-betul hot baru berbual ngan aku. Kau tak setaraf uh ngan aku girl.

HAHAHAHA! That's my attempt to talk like a minahrep. I know it doesn't too minahrep-ish. Anyways if she reads what I just wrote about her and plans to spam, go ahead. CAUSE THE SPAMS WILL BE DELETED AND BANNED. So don't waste your time eh, spammers. Oh and hopefully the scum sucking whore gets it.

Anyways, I'm sick of this blogskin already. I'm gonna change it soon.



Monday, January 19, 2009
Zouk!

Happy 16th Birthday, Haikal Lestaluhu! Hope you'll have a wonderful and memorable birthday ever. Two more years to legal age. Woohoo! And enjoy your day while it lasts kay, dude.


Sorry for not updating these few days. I've been a little busy with some personal things. Oh and my weekend was great and memorable. Oh I shall just let the pictures below do all the talking.


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Anyways, I've finally watched Twilight! *jumps up & down* The movie is a must-watch. Totally one of the best movies I've watch. And Robert Pattison is freaking hot! And I can't believe I'm saying this, but he's hotter than Joe Jonas! HAHA! Goodbye Joe baby, and hello Robert.

EDWARD CULLEN Pictures, Images and Photos



Thursday, January 15, 2009
Matahariku

Yesteday started off good then to bad. Went to Starbucks Elife in the afternoon and slacked there. Chatted with Haiqal, we were bored so I recommended him a few of personal favourite videos on YouTube and then we made fun of matreps/minahreps or what we call them M&Ms. Haha cool right? Then watched Miss Swan and other Mad TV videos on YouTube. After that chatted with Amir and we have so much things in common. Then I chatted with Ex Boyfriend's bestfriend Yusri and teased him. Okay then Ex Boyfriend called so Mum used the laptop. And this is the part where my day got really bad. We had another arguement over his girlfriend and the usuals. Except this time the arguement was much more bitter than usual. Tears were rolling down my cheeks as I talked to him and luckily, I was inside the toilet. So no one saw me crying hard like someone special just died. -.- I was crying and he was busy trying to fix the situation when my hp died on me. Cheebs. And I didn't bring charger. Cheebs. Then I cried some more for around 10 mins then I wash my face and try to look okay. Walked into Starbucks again, trying to fake a smile so Mum won't suspect anything. Took over the laptop and typed how hurt I am on my personal message. Then Ahmad Faruq bin Rozali, Azwan, Akid, Fuzz, Hadisufyan and Ziela prompted me online. Most of them asked me what happened and I IM-ed them what happened as tears rolled down my cheeks. Gosh, I was feeling freaking depressed. Among all of them, Ahmad Faruq bin Rozali did the best job of cheering me up. He made me forget about the whole thing and plastered a smile to my face. I was laughing hard to his funny comments. He called Ex Boyfriend blur sotong(!) because Ex Boyfriend couldn't make up his mind and doesn't know what he really wants. Then Faruq admitted that he's also a blur sotong. It's hard to believe that Faruq never had a girlfriend before. Really unbelievable. He's sucha nice guy and he's not bad looking at all. Anyways, I wanna thank all of them for the listening ears and the efforts to cheer me up. It's really, really much appreciated by me. And thanks to Fadli, Daniel and Kak Mas(the baristas on duty) for cheering me up too.


Around 9plus, Mum, the baristas on duty and I went off. On the way to CityHall mrt station, my mood improved and I was feeling very hyper. Kak Mas & I were teasing Fadli all the way and we sang. Oh and Fadli asked if I'm okay because he saw me crying in front of the laptop. I told him what happened and stuff. Then I continued being hyper and sang in a very loud horrible voice. I also talked in a very loud voice.

Fadli: No wonder matair kau tak nak tinggalkan matair dia lagi satu. Suara kau bising siol.
Daniel: Haha a'ah. Nanti bila dia jumpa kau, dia kena pakai earplugs.
Intan: DIAM UH! -.- (Cheebye right they all.)
All of them: HAHAHAHA!

Arrived at CityHall mrt station, we parted ways. Kak Mas, Daniel & Fadli took train as Mum & I took taxi to Jalan Kayu to have dinner. We had our dinner at Mad Jack Cafe. This was our second time eating there but the food wasn't as nice as the first time we ate there. Then we took taxi home. Arrived home, Ex Boyfriend called as usual. Had another arguement and it left me in tears again. Oh and I don't know how long this will go on. JUST DUMP YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!

I'm down with fever, sore throat and muscle aches. And a heartache that makes everything worser. Plus my stomach flu is here again. Oh great or what. -.-

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu




The best baristas on earth, Fadli, Daniel & Kak Mas



Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Feeeeeeeeeeq

This is specially dedicated to Feeq. I'm so sorry, Feeq. I am sucha horrible person and a selfish bitch. I didn't mean to say all those things to you. I didn't mean it when I asked you to leave me alone and go away. I should have understand that you just got dumped by your girlfriend and you're in need of love and attention. It's not you, it's me. Let's just put all this feelings aside and put this whole thing behind us. Then start our friendship afresh and become the best of friends. I love you, buddy.

Run baby run. Don't ever look back. You'll tear us apart if you give them the chance.


Last night, hogged on the phone with Ex Boyfriend again. We had another arguement over his girlfriend. Gosh, why won't he just dump her? We've been having this same arguement like every night. Only yesterday I teared and yes, as usual he managed to cheer me up. We then went to bed early around 12plus. Ex Boyfriend was feeling very lethargic cause he went swimming earlier that day. Anyways we were sms-ing each other just now and Ex Boyfriend told me that Si Dayak(my crush) was sitting beside him.

Ex Boyfriend: Baby, dayak sebelah I. Meperek sak rambut dia baby. Dah tak lawa. Macam dayak seh b. (So obvious he was jealous of my crush. -.-)
Intan: OMG OMG OMG OMG! Merepek? Hot siolxz! *melts then faints* OMG OMG OMG OMG! (wishing I was the one who's sitting beside my crush.)
Ex Boyfriend: Apa saja you ni. Haha merepek uh rambut dia.
Intan: Hot seh baby! I melt then terus evaporate! (HAHAHAHA)

Then Ex Boyfriend didn't reply me. Haha member bingit, I guess. Ex Boyfriend is so lucky cause he got to sit beside my crush(!) I saw my crush in public three times and the three whole times I just stop and stare. But couldn't find the courage to say a decent hello. He has fanstastic hair, I tell you. He looks a little like Louis Tham, the drummer from Helven. Only that my crush's hotter.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDuHTQITr90
Click on this link. The video is fucking hilarious. I tried uploading the video but there were some problems. Cheebs. -.-



Tuesday, January 13, 2009
O levels.

Yesterday was indeed a day full of boredom. I spent about an hour sorting out clothes after Granny bugged me days to do so. She asked me to just donate my old clothes or clothes that I don't wear anymore to the orphanage. So yeah, spent an hour sorting out the clothes and realised that there were very little old clothes. Plus most of the clothes were quite skimpy and revealing. So Granny was like, "baju kau ni seme tak cukup kain. Tak payah derma la. Rumah anak yatim pun tak nak. Pergi buang sudah." -.- Waste my energy only. But I didn't throw the clothes away til now. It's now in a paper bag that is placed in a corner of my room. Don't know what to do with it. After that, I went to the library and spent hours there using the free wireless. I was very, very bored so I decided to change my blogskin and song. Hope you readers like this although the song is kind of irritating with all the screaming.

Last night, spent hours hogging the phone with Ex Boyfriend as usual. And he somehow got my nerves and I wasn't in a very good mood. Yes it did brought me into tears but not for long. Ex Boyfriend managed to cheer me up. I told you that he never fail to lighten up my mood and plaster a smile to my face. Okay then around 1plus, we ended our conversation cause Ex Boyfriend has school the next morning.

I'm gonna be strong for you baby. But I don't wanna be at the losing end. So don't disappoint me and prove to me I'm making the right choice here.

Anyways this Saturday I'll be at Zouk(!) My cousin participated in a dance competition that's gonna be held inside the club. And I can attend it! Omg omg, I am so excited. But I have to leave the club by 11pm because I'm underage. -.- I so can't wait to finally be eighteen. So I can hit the clubs, drink(okay, I know I'm suppose to stop) and take my driving license. Oh and watch M18 movies. Right now, I can't even watch NC16 because I'm not legally sixteen. Can somebody like invent a time machine or something? So I can go back to the past and correct my mistakes then go to the future and do all the things I wanna do that involve being eighteen and above.

Next topic, O levels. Omg to all my friends who took their O level results yesterday, please tell me your results. I hope all of you pass with flying colours or at least just pass to get into the school and course you people want. Especially Dini, you still haven't tell me how much points you've got. :P



Monday, January 12, 2009
Little angels.

Nothing much happened yesterday. Went to Cik Da's house in Bukit Gombak with my siblings and grandparents. So yeah and thank you very much Khairil Asyraf for topping up my prepaid for me. The HAPPY 128 some more. It's very sweet of you and it's much appreciated by me. *smiles* Anyways, these are photos of my little cousins. Omg, so cute! *melts*


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Last night hogged on the phone with dearest Ex Boyfriend again for hours. Ex Boyfriend scolded me because I didn't msg him for the whole day and when I went to Bukit Gombak, I didn't tell him. If I did, we could meet or something. I had a reason why I couldn't msg him and my reason was my prepaid was low and Khairil only topped up for me when I reached home from Bukit Gombak. A million apologies, Ex Boyfriend. Ex Boyfriend really lighten up my mood each time we talk. That's why I love him and it's because he never fail to makes me smile. Eventhough sometimes he does gets on my nerves. Anyways Ex Boyfriend nicknamed my crush, Si Dayak. Haha so evil la he. I told Ex Boyfriend that everytime I see my crush in public, I tend to stop and stare. And I always couldn't find the courage to come up to him and say hello. My crush and Ex Boyfriend are schoolmates, coincidentally. Ex Boyfriend told me that my crush looks like a girl. Like a doll or something. -.- Ex Boyfriend also told me my crush is arrogant. Well, I don't care. He's hot! HAHA! Okay I shall not talk about Si Dayak anymore. Later Ex Boyfriend will get all jealous and merajuk. :P





You changed my whole life. Don't know what you're doing to me with your love. I feel so superhuman. You did this to me, Ex Boyfriend.




Click on photo for actual size.

OMFG! Wawan has been impersonated on Tagged!



Blogskin & song changed :D



Sunday, January 11, 2009
Specially for you, baby.

This photos are specially taken for Ex Boyfriend

Yesterday meet up with Farah and Ziela only. We didn't hang out at Mount Faber like we planned to as the rest of the homiesxz couldn't make it. Farah & I were a little pissed and disappointed cause we were all dressed up. Damn it, I should've gone on a date with Kamarul Arifin. -.- Anyways, the three of us ended up buying chicken rice and sat under the void deck nearby Hougang Plaza to have our lunch together. After that, Ziela headed to Tampines to meet her mum, Farah went home and I headed to the library. In the library, I used my laptop. I spent time typing my resume and thanks Dini for helping out. I then email-ed the resume to a few job vacancies I found on website through Google. I managed to get 2 jobs and suppose to attend the job training today. But I'm lazy and Granny won't let me go out cause she said that I'm always not home. Toot la. -.-


Last night, hogged on the phone with Ex Boyfriend again for 4 hours. At 1am, he hung up to watch a soccer match on TV. -.- Then talked to Khairil Asyraf for awhile. I was talking to Khairil when Nurul Syukriyah called. She sounded depressed and was crying(?) So I told Khairil to call back later and I talked to Nurul, asked her what happened & stuff. Were talking, then the conversation ended automatically because my prepaid finished. -.- But nevermind, Faris is gonna top up for me. Yay, thanks eh dude!


Farah & Ziela, slacking under the void deck.

Right now, I'm busy creating a blog for my grandparents' karaoke wedding services. I shall link the blog here when I'm done with it. Oh and Raihan, I know you're reading my blog. PLEASE TAG EH, LOL. :D This goes to the other readers too. I'm like curious on who has been reading this boring blog of mine. So please tag before you leave. Thank you eh. It's much appreciated by me. *smiles widely*

Omg Ex Boyfriend, let's go sheesha-ing with your friends soon(!) And after that, we shall hang out with my friends. Oh and I wanna change my blogskin soon. But haven't find a perfect one. I know I'm fussy and fickle-minded. And anyone knows how to use NuffNang? I'm like still figuring how to use it. -.-



Saturday, January 10, 2009
Papyyyyyyyyyy

This is Ex Boyfriend's girlfriend. Haha just kidding. Now happy, Ex Boyfriend? :P

Thurday, meet Dini at Sengkang MRT then took train to City Hall. From City Hall, we walked to Suntec and began our hunt to find a job. But there weren't any vacancies at all. Then we took bus to Vivo City, hoping there were job vacancies. Sadly, there weren't any vacancies too. We then took train back to Sengkang and decided to jobhunt at Compass Point. Arrived at Compass Point, we bumped into Adlin, Erra, Nadhirah and Chacha bestie. They were shocked to see me and Dini together because Dini & I never ever talk in school before. Then suddenly and randomly, we went out together. Haha then talked to them for awhile then exchanged hugs with Chacha bestie before Dini & I continued our hunt for a job. Unfortunately, it was our unlucky day indeed. There weren't any job vacancies. We felt demoralised and I accompanied Dini to have her dinner at McDonalds. We chatted and laughed before decided to call it day. Hang out again soo, Dee!

Yesterday went shopping with Nurul Syukriyah and Zakirah. Came to their house around 2pm. But Nurul haven't even bath yet. -.- The two of them were watching some drama reruns on YouTube. Then Nurul went to take her morning bath and Zakirah went to get ready. Meanwhile, I used their computer to check my Tagged, Facebook and blog for any tags. Then found out that I knew Ejan, a friend of Nurul. Haha what a small world eh. Randomly, Nurul asked Ejan if he wanted to join us shopping. He said yes, so the three of us proceeded to Skatepark in Somerset to meet Ejan. Arrived there, we waited for Ejan nearby Skatepark there. From far, I ogled at the skaterboys. Most of them were quite good looking. Heh heh.. I am so mentel, I know. Then meet Ejan and we proceeded to OG Ochard to look for Zakirah's skate shoes. But this girl is freaking fussy and fickle minded. She didn't like any of the skate shoes there. And Ejan was the one who ended getting a pair of skate shoes. -.- Then Ejan joined his friends again to skate as the three of us walked all the way to Peninsula from town. I didn't talk much because I was feeling lethargic. I slept at 5am thanks to Mr Ex Boyfriend. I can't put his name here because he has a girlfriend and we're somehow having something behind her back. I hogged on the phone with Ex Boyfriend for almost 5 hours! Gosh. Okay I shall elaborate more on this later. So yeah, all the way there I didn't talk much and was msg-ing Wawan. Arrived at Peninsula, the hunt for Zakirah's skate shoes began. We went into like almost all the shops but none of the shoes caught her eyes. Even if it did, the shoes were too expensive and over her budget. So yeah, she ended up buying a Dickies bag. Tired, I decided to head home early instead of following them to Bugis Street for more shopping. And why do perverts always sit beside me? Gosh, I took 80 home and there's this chinese guy who sat beside me. He kept squeezing me who was sitting by the window. When I roll my eyes and look at him, he'll smile at me in a very gatal way. I was wearing shorts so he kept staring at my thighs. WTF! Then he took our a small box of Clorets mints from his pocket and ate a few. Then he offered me some with his gatal smile! I just ignore him and look out the window. I was msg-ing Wawan so I complaint to him. He asked me to move to another seat. Luckily, that pervert alighted before me. Stupid pervertic asshole.

Last night spent almost another 5 hours(or more), hogging on the phone with Mr Ex Boyfriend. *mentel smile* Half of the time, we conferenced with Nurul Syukriyah. Ex Boyfriend and Nurul became a team and bullied me. I wanted to talk privately with Ex Boyfriend but Nurul was there. Then at the last hour before Ex Boyfriend, we finally got to talk privately. We had a heart-to-heart talk and I agree, we shouldn't rush things and go with the flow. And hopefully he manage to dump his girlfriend soon. Haha yes, I'm a bitch and boyfriend stealer. So what? Anyways she was the one who some sort of stole Ex Boyfriend from me. And this shows that I can do what she do so much better. Way better than her. So Ex Boyfriend, let's make a promise that as soon as we're together again, we will not repeat the mistakes we did in our past relationship and learn from it. You said it, if it's meant to be then it is. So yeah, I don't wanna put my hopes too high until you dump that girlfriend of yours(!)

Will be spending time with homiesxz later. We will be going to Mount Faber to snap some photos then maybe proceed to City Hall afterwards(?) I have to go home early today because first of all, I am exhausted. I've been going out almost everyday this week. And with Ex Boyfriend keeping me awake all night to talk to him, I haven't been getting enough sleep. Secondly, Granny nagged me because I'm always not home and bla bla bla. You know, old people right. Lastly, I'm freaking broke now. My Ez-Link left freaking $2. I don't think I'll be going out much next week. Even if I do, it'll be just nearby to hang out with my babies. Omg, I'm so desperate for job. Fuck la.

No other photos except the one on top, my digital camera's with my mum and the battery's flat. I was lazy to charge it until today then I charged it. I am lazy ass, a boyfriend stealer and a fat, broke & bored bitch. SO?



Thursday, January 08, 2009
Jobhunting.

Omg, last night chatted with Ahmad Faruq Bin Rozali. Haha yes, that's Faruq's long name. Oh and he's also in Facebook now! Write on this wall eh, lol.




Later will be going jobhunting with Dini. Random and weird siol. Cause in school, we never actually talk before and now we're going jobhunting together. Anyways, last time I thought she's some kerek girl cause her face when she's not smiling make you feel like smacking here. HAHA!Sorry eh Dini. =x

Okay I check my Facebook and Tagged. Then log off to meet Dini.



Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Raising Helen & Dil Hai Tumhaara

Yesterday hung out with my babies. This is the first time we hang out after school reopen. Omg, I swear I missed them truckloads. Met them in front of KFC in Hougang Mall. Then we walked around Hougang Mall. And we bumped into Sham Spade and his new girlfriend. Omg, I was embarrassed to see him. I hid behind Farah, lol. Only my babies know why I'm embarrassed to face Sham Spade. Haha but he's freaking hot. *melts then faints* Kay stop it Intan. He got girlfriend already. -.- After that, we slacked under void deck and there was wireless connection. So we did pretty crazy stuff on the net. Haha funny siol. I shall not elaborate what we did. Only I shall now let the pictures do the talking.


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Last night watched a Hindi movie, Dil Hai Tumhaara. I totally teared being the emotional wreck I am. Then watched Raising Helen. Another heartwarming movie. Then talked to Fuzz and Mimin Star before going to bed.


raising helen Pictures, Images and Photos
A scene from the movie Raising Helen.

My both eyes are swollen and puffy. Ugh, I was ugly and now I'm uglier. Ugh, fuck.