Saturday, I swear was a very, very boring day. So after updating my blog and checking my Friendster, Tagged & Melayu-Sg, I bloghopped. I then bloghopped to my ex's blog. I even left two tags there. Okay I know there's nothing great about tagging your ex's blog. It's not as if I'm the first human on earth who tag her ex's blog. I tagged him using some other name. I don't know why but I just couldn't find the courage to use my own name. No I didn't spam him or anything. I'm not some lifeless, immature bitch. I read his recent post and was proud of him wanting to change for the better. He wanna change after seeing his mum teared due to his rebellious behaviour. Finally this stubborn ass matrep wanna change. I'm happy for you Hykal. Okay now you know I'm the one who tagged you, lol. It's great that you're finally leaving your matrep life and start focusing on what's more important like your family, studies, etc. I always knew you're a great guy. You just chose to make wrong choices including breaking up with me. Haha kidding. We're not meant to be, that's why. Now then you can claim you're a good boy. Oh and for God's sake Hykal, go do something to your hair la! It's all over the place man, lol. :P

That night, watched a romantic comedy 9 September on Suria. The movie started off quite funny but the ending was kind of sad. Yes I teared. I am a very emotional wreck, you know. Pierre Andre who played the hero was freaking cute with the blur cock face. And during the ending of the movie, he died due to heart cancer. Then I imagined if Ryan dies(No, I don't want this to happen. Not at all), I will cry for days. I think I'll even cry during his few days in NS. Sorry but like I said, I'm a emotional wreck. So yeah after the movie, I put on henna. Now I have super cute, red fingernails. I let the henna dry first before I laid on the bed, playing psp as I waited for Ryan's call. Then finally he called me. Then he told me that he's gonna shave his hair off. I was like, "Tunggu NS sekali la. Sayang seh b." Honestly I don't even want him to go for his NS. But I know he must. Oh God. Then around 2am we hung up cause both of were sleepy.

Yesterday, woke up around 7am to pee. Then went back to sleep and woke up around 10plus. Checked my inbox and read Farah's msg. She's going to Tanjung Balai Karimun, Indonesia and will be back in Singapore on Friday. Yes I'll miss her very, very much. Hope she buys me something, heh. After that, I went to bath and changed into my blue baju kurung. Then had ketupat with satay goreng and rendang for breakfast. Yumyum! After that, I took a nap. Then Granny woke up me and asked me to do the laundry. Grumpily, I did the laundry. Then I lazed on the bed as I msg-ed Ryan. He told me that he'll be spending his day sleeping at home. Haiyo kamu. Then Mama, Cik Da and family came. They ate then all of us went to my great-grandparents' house in Stirling Road, Commonwealth. The 2 room flat was packed with my relatives. There was alot of photo taking sessions. But unfortunately, all the photos in my uncle's and aunt's cameras. If I asked them to sent the photo, til next year also I won't get it. Then I sat inside the room, playing the psp. I was feeling very bored and the room was very humid despite the cold weather. Then Kak Fit came and we talked and caught up with each other. After awhile, we went off from there. Then we visited Atuk at Changi General Hospital. It was very, very boring. I sat at the sofas outside the ward as I read some boring magazines. Then Ryan msg-ed me saying that he just woke up. And it was 5pm! He also told me that he received a missed call from an unknown number. I was like, "It must be from some girl. Nak kenal-kenal with you." *kening naik-naik* Then he denied it. Ugh whatever eh Ryan. Then Feeney came. Followed her to 7-Eleven with Atul and Rifki at the basement. By the time we got up, it was already time to go home. I was starving so as soon as I arrived home, I had my dinner. I had lepat and rendang. Then my full stomach made me sleepy. So I took a nap. I was then woken up by Ryan's sweet msg, heh. Woke up and showered. Then watched Cinta Hati on Suria. Omg, Fadhlur is so cute! He looks like Aaron Aziz, only cuter. Then after that, Ryan called me. He was telling me about this girl he dated and some girl who sent him a loving comment on Tagged. I was like, "Uhm okay." Then he was like, "Jealous eh?" I strongly denied it. He laughed and was like, "Jealous kan? I can feel it la baby." Eeyer, no time la want to jealous. Bluek! :P Then he hung up for awhile because he wanna do some photo editing. While waiting for him to call back, I had my laptop scanned as I listen to some sad love songs. Felt like emo-ing, lol. Then he called back. We talked for awhile before his hp has no reception plus my hp battery was flat. I was lazy and sleepy to charge it, I went to bed.

Today, will be rotting at home. I think I'll rotting at home the whole of this week. Weekend maybe I'll going out. On Saturday, maybe hang out with the clan(?) Then Sunday will be spending the whole day with dearest Ryan. Omg, I so can't wait. We can't meet earlier than Sunday because he'll be working for more than 12 hours everyday this week. Sunday, come faster!

Every turn I know I'll be save with you, I know you'll catch me through it all. <3