Sheesha-ing was okay. Farah, Ziela and Ana meet me up inside 51 then made our way to Bugis. Alighted at Bugis and meet up with Aqul, Nini and Wan outside KFC. Then all of us have our lunch at KFC before proceeding to Haji Lane for sheesha. I didn't talk much and when Wan asked me where's my boyfriend, I couldn't be bothered to answer his question. I was in no mood to talk and tell him what happened. As the gang talked and caught up with each other on the way walking to Haji Lane, I kept to myself most of the time. Arrived at Al Tazzag, we settled down as I looked for a plug to charge my laptop for them to use. Ordered apple mint flavoured sheesha. The gang continued to talk as I read the book that I brought. Looking at how sweet Aqul-Nini and Wan-Ziela, I teared as the memories of me and him flashes through my mind. Realising the tears rolling down my cheeks, the gang cheered me up. It's true; relationship is just a temporary thing in life. I can never count on guys as they never really stay as my friends are always there for me. I finally can smile and laugh to their jokes. Oh and fortunately this time, there weren't any rats running around. Only a cat that freaked me out. Haha then around 6plus, we proceeded to Grandlink in Geylang to play pool. Ziela paid for us, heh. Thank you eh babygirl. I love you muchy muchy much! So yeah from Haji Lane, we walked all the way to the bus stop near Bugis mrt station to take 51. On the way to Geylang, I didn't talk much too. I was engrossed, listening to my mp3. Even when we're in Geylang already, I was still listening my mp3. Then outside Grandlink, Farah told me that Abby's coming. Cheebs, I was so shocked. He did msg me, asking me to meet him when we were in Haji Lane. But I declined politely with the reason, Ziela wanted to treat me & the rest pool at Grandlink. Then I saw Abby, smoking outside the building. My face was burning red because I was shocked and embarrassed. Farah kept bugging me to talk to him, but I only blurted hi. I didn't even smile when I said hi. As Ziela were doing the payment and stuff, Farah kept bugging me to talk to him again. But being the stubborn bitch I am, I refused to talk to him. I just stared at him blankly. Then I guess he was disappointed or something, he told Farah that he's leaving. I didn't feel hurt or anything. In fact, I just felt neutral seeing him. I don't even think I could feel anything anymore. Not long after that, we started to play pool. Being a virgin at pool, it was pretty humiliating for me. But Ziela taught me how to play but as a slow learner, I still couldn't get a hang of it. Haha so I gave up and sat one corner, using my laptop with hope that there's wireless. Unfortunately, there wasn't. -.- So I just sat down, observing my homies play pool. And did I tell you how busuk I look? No make up and messy hair with just a hairband. Gosh, plus I was wearing a black cleavage revealing top that made a makcik stared at me inside the bus. I swear I look like pepek just now. Anyways after two hours of playing pool, we decided to go home. Aqul accompanied Nini to wait for her mum as the rest of us went to Tanjong Katong Complex to search to Farah's sis's contact lens solution. Although most of the shops were close, fortunately the shop selling the solution wasn't close yet. So Farah bought the solution for her sister and we went to Shop N Save to buy some drinks. We sat down at the stairs nearby before decided to call it day. We made a move to the bus stop nearby to take 51 back to Hougang. Inside 51, I was standing beside this cute guy. He was so cute and I kept glancing at him. When he looks at me, I looked down. Paiseh oi. Plus I looked like pepek without make up and my hair was a disaster. Kay then Ziela alighted first, followed by Ana and Farah. I alighted at Hougang Interchange then walked home alone. Loner what, lol.

Dearest Abby,I'm sorry I wasn't friendly at all. I was not in a mood and your presence was a shock to me. I hope you understand that I am not really over my recent break up. If you don't wanna talk to me anymore, it's find with me. But I do feel a little sad to lose a goodfriend like you. Again, I am very sorry with my attitude towards you. But believe me, I am not that kind of person. Emotions and my broken heart made me like that. See you around, matrep!

Sorry no photos, I forgot to bring my digital camera. Wells now I'm waiting for Farah to get her ass online so she can send me the photos.

I don't know where to start or where to stop. But I know I'm done, I had enough.