I didn't expect it to end this soon. But I guess it better for us to go our seperate ways. It's fated, we can never be together again. I can't lie, saying I'm not hurt by this break up. Nevertheless, I don't wanna be a fool crying over you. You somehow changed my life within the this past three weeks we've been together. Although we had alot of arguements, I shall only remember the good times we had. I'm gonna miss your phonecalls and msges. But I'm stronger than this. I shall get over you, like I got over all my exes. All the best in life!

That's it. I am destined for unsatisfactory love life.

Yesterday went to Vivo City to meet Kamarul Izwan. He was late and I was in no mood to wait. But luckily, Nurul Syukriyah called me and managed to calm me down. I was blabbering on the phone, scolding and cursing. Haha then Kamarul Izwan finally came. We went up to Sky Park and he so-called wanna cheer me up but to no avail. I wasn't even friendly to him because I was in a bad mood and he was late. That makes everything worser. I then asked him to go home and he did. I stayed at Sky Park, crying alone. So-called wanna emo all by myself. Then talked to Amir on the phone. He was mean and sarcastic. But that somehow cheered me up and soon I realised I shouldn't be angry at anyone but myself. Then Amir's sarcasm made me laugh. He was in school and when the teacher asked him who he was talking to, he told his teacher I'm from the community center and doing a survey on Myopia. -.- I somehow find Amir very, very interesting. He has this something that makes him different from other guys. Then Nurul Syukriyah msg-ed, asking me to join her and Nadya for a movie in town. I agreed as it's been ages since I met Nadya. Walked to the bus stop opposite Vivo City and Amir accompanied me on the phone all the way there. Took bus 143 to Somerset mrt station. Waited for the two girls at the control station. They were late! I sat down as I listened to my mp3. Sad break up songs, brought me nothing but tears. Then Nurul finally arrived and gave me a huge hug, what I needed the most. After awhile, Nadya came and gave the both of us a huge hug. Finally got to hang out with this sexy biatch. Haha then we walked to Cineleisure and planned to catch Bride Wars. Unfortunately, the earliest show tickets were selling fast and only the few front row seats were available. So we decided to pass and walked to Far East to eat at Puncak. We walked to Far East as we caught up with each other. Arrived at Puncak in Far East, only to realised it's close. -.- We then decided to eat at KFC on the first level. I had no appetite to eat eventhough I haven't ate yet since morning. I just ordered a large Ice Lemon Tea as the girls ordered their meals. They asked me what happened as they eat their meals. I told them what happened in tears. After eating, we chilled out outside Far East and camwhored. Being random like Nurul, I told them I wanna go karaoke alone(!) Haha yes, alone. Then we window shopping at This Fashion. Looking at the dress but I wasn't really in the mood. After that, Nadya and I sent Nurul to Orchard mrt station to meet Nurul's younger sis, Zakirah. Then the two siblings head to Somerset as Nadya and I had to walk to the bus stop opposite Far East to head home. Inside the bus, Nadya recommended some songs which I'm gonna download soon. Thank you girls for the wonderful day. You girls are the sweetest things and we shall hang out soon. Bride Wars = Nadya. Meaning die-die must watch with Nadya. Haha I love you, girly girls! Oh and I shouldn't wear make up in the first place. All the crying messed up my make up. -.-

P/S For the photos; Nadya, I will send you through MSN or through email. Nurul, bring your thumbdrive when we meet up again soon. Your photos are wasting my laptop memory. *evil laughs*

Last night, I couldn't sleep although the night before I didn't sleep. So I swallowed some Panadols. I was lying on my bed, sms-ing and reading the thick Memoirs of a Geisha. I've read it but to make me sleepy, I read it again. It's quite a nice story. As I was engrossed reading, Abby called(!) Actually he's been calling and msg-ing me the whole day, bugging me to meet him but unfortunately, I was out with the two girls. Then we talked on the phone and he made me laugh. My quote of the day was "Yelah. I ni kan tak seberapa.", the quote my ex always use and I was some sort of making fun of him by saying all the quotes he always say. And Abby made up songs using it. Haha it was kind of fun and he kept laughing at me. Somehow Abby confessed his feelings. Uhmkay, it kinda freaked me out. Abby's a nice guy and all but one thing stopping me from being with him, he's a matrep! Gosh, I cannot date a matrep. But I do like him as a person. Okay then, I was sleepy so I told him I wanted to sleep. He sulked and was like, "Yelah. Kalau berbual ngan I asyik ngantuk aje." Haha cute or what siolxz. I then hung up but Mr Matrep thought I was just making up that I was sleepy and kept calling me. But I was too tired and sleepy to answer his calls.

Saturday sheesha-ing. To be frank, I'm not in the mood to sheesha. I know in my past posts, I was really anticipated. But now, the anticipation's gone. Abby, jom uh go sheesha!

And since I've no boyfriend to focus on anymore, I can finally update my blog daily.