Everyone is simply pissing me off today especially baby. He gave me attitude early in the morning just because I didn't wake him up for school(!) I was so soundly asleep that I didn't hear the alarm went off. I was really sorry for it but he decided to give me the cold treatment. He decided to reply my msges late and answered my calls in a cold, bitter voice. What a nice way to treat me eh baby! You cancelled our date today, I didn't even gave you a tiniest bit of attitude. Okay maybe just a tiny bit of attitude which you couldn't even see under the microscope. And now you're treating me like this. I so need a timeout right now!

When it's time to be with me, you always have school and stuff. When it comes to your friends(or you call them brothers), you can always skip school. Everything okay best, okay go! Semua no hal punya. It's not that I want you to skip school and stuff for me, but you're being unfair to me. Enough that you live in CCK which is so far away from where I stay which is in Hougang. So spending even the most little time with you is a big deal to me. But I don't think you feel that way. Sometimes I feel like you treat your brothers way more better than me. YELAH INTAN NI KAN SIAPA! Oh and one more thing, trust. You don't trust me that much, do you? Cause when I called you to apologize because I didn't wake you up, you were so confident that the reason why I didn't wake up on time is that I was hogging on the phone with some guy(s) til late night after we hung up. -.- You tell me that you love me, you need me and will always make me feel happy. But right now you're more like bringing tears to my eyes and hurt me with that attitude of yours.

Next I'm pissed off with Mum. She's been using my laptop and hasn't been shutting it down properly. And I can lose data because of this! I've been telling her so many times but she just keep doing it. If this laptop spoils, I am so gonna lose my fucking mind and make sure she buys me a brand new laptop.

Call me dumb, call me stupid. Oh and call me crazy. Patching up with an ex that broke my heart months ago. But hey I didn't even expect to be with him again. I didn't plan all this. Love is a very, very strange feeling indeed. I know my closefriend don't really think it's sucha good idea to get together again with baby. She said that he'll hurt me again somehow. But you can't assume things, can you? I want you to be happy for me. Maybe what you said is right, but for now just be happy for me kay? I love you, Nurul Syukriyah. Oh and I miss you truckloads. I so wanna hang out with you and Nadya like very, very soon.

Oh and so what if he's not the most popular or hottest guy in school or wherever? I love him just the way he is. And most importantly, he loves me the same way. Okay I know I'm bragging about my boyfriend too much. -.-

This Saturday, I can't wait to go karaoke with my girlfriends. Omg it's been ages since we spend time together. I've been busy with boyfriend(Here I go again) and some personal stuff. Wells glad I can finally hang out with my beloved girlfriends. Oh and next Saturday, sheesha-ing! I'll be introducing baby to them officially that Saturday. *mentel smile*

Despite all the crap(s) you've done today baby, I love you and will always do.