Thursday, January 15, 2009
Matahariku

Yesteday started off good then to bad. Went to Starbucks Elife in the afternoon and slacked there. Chatted with Haiqal, we were bored so I recommended him a few of personal favourite videos on YouTube and then we made fun of matreps/minahreps or what we call them M&Ms. Haha cool right? Then watched Miss Swan and other Mad TV videos on YouTube. After that chatted with Amir and we have so much things in common. Then I chatted with Ex Boyfriend's bestfriend Yusri and teased him. Okay then Ex Boyfriend called so Mum used the laptop. And this is the part where my day got really bad. We had another arguement over his girlfriend and the usuals. Except this time the arguement was much more bitter than usual. Tears were rolling down my cheeks as I talked to him and luckily, I was inside the toilet. So no one saw me crying hard like someone special just died. -.- I was crying and he was busy trying to fix the situation when my hp died on me. Cheebs. And I didn't bring charger. Cheebs. Then I cried some more for around 10 mins then I wash my face and try to look okay. Walked into Starbucks again, trying to fake a smile so Mum won't suspect anything. Took over the laptop and typed how hurt I am on my personal message. Then Ahmad Faruq bin Rozali, Azwan, Akid, Fuzz, Hadisufyan and Ziela prompted me online. Most of them asked me what happened and I IM-ed them what happened as tears rolled down my cheeks. Gosh, I was feeling freaking depressed. Among all of them, Ahmad Faruq bin Rozali did the best job of cheering me up. He made me forget about the whole thing and plastered a smile to my face. I was laughing hard to his funny comments. He called Ex Boyfriend blur sotong(!) because Ex Boyfriend couldn't make up his mind and doesn't know what he really wants. Then Faruq admitted that he's also a blur sotong. It's hard to believe that Faruq never had a girlfriend before. Really unbelievable. He's sucha nice guy and he's not bad looking at all. Anyways, I wanna thank all of them for the listening ears and the efforts to cheer me up. It's really, really much appreciated by me. And thanks to Fadli, Daniel and Kak Mas(the baristas on duty) for cheering me up too.
Around 9plus, Mum, the baristas on duty and I went off. On the way to CityHall mrt station, my mood improved and I was feeling very hyper. Kak Mas & I were teasing Fadli all the way and we sang. Oh and Fadli asked if I'm okay because he saw me crying in front of the laptop. I told him what happened and stuff. Then I continued being hyper and sang in a very loud horrible voice. I also talked in a very loud voice.
Fadli: No wonder matair kau tak nak tinggalkan matair dia lagi satu. Suara kau bising siol.
Daniel: Haha a'ah. Nanti bila dia jumpa kau, dia kena pakai earplugs.
Intan: DIAM UH! -.- (Cheebye right they all.)
All of them: HAHAHAHA!
Arrived at CityHall mrt station, we parted ways. Kak Mas, Daniel & Fadli took train as Mum & I took taxi to Jalan Kayu to have dinner. We had our dinner at Mad Jack Cafe. This was our second time eating there but the food wasn't as nice as the first time we ate there. Then we took taxi home. Arrived home, Ex Boyfriend called as usual. Had another arguement and it left me in tears again. Oh and I don't know how long this will go on. JUST DUMP YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!
I'm down with fever, sore throat and muscle aches. And a heartache that makes everything worser. Plus my stomach flu is here again. Oh great or what. -.-
Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

The best baristas on earth, Fadli, Daniel & Kak Mas