AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! *screams* Kay dah. I really need to do that.

Yesterday was a fucked up day, like any other day. Except yesterday was a gazillion times more fucked up than any other day. Anyways, my family didn't go to East Coast Park like they planned to. And the reason was because it was fucking raining. I was pissed off because I really thought we're all going to ECP and I cancelled my meeting with that someone. Then at last, we didn't go. Seriously I felt so pissed off. So yeah, I was so pissed off that I decided to make myself deaf to my family and the world. I plugged in and put the volume to the maximum as listened to hardcore songs. Oh and I spent the whole fucking day, staring blankly at my lappy screen. But my internet acted like a bitch and it took me like a million years to log into my MSN messenger. And when it finally logged in but less than a minute, it disconnected again. I was really, really annoyed and felt like throwing my laptop out of the window. Oh and I didn't even bother to shower since morning. Okay can't believe I'm stating it here, lol. Ugh whatever.


Eh I wanna go shopping at the Salvation Army in Bukit Timah. I wanna buy vintage dress, vintage tops, vintage belt, vintage accessories and vintage eveything lah. We go together kay Chacha bestie? I miss you macam babi hutan! Must meet like very, very soon. But after I feel better, that is. Physically, I am feeling better but emotionally, no. So yeah, must wait til I emotionally better which is I think a million more years uh. Now I think I'm going crazy. Lucky IMH is just nearby. So yeah, can go there like anytime. Kay I shall stop crapping. Oh I miss my babygirls macam pepek siolzxzxz! Must meet them also like very, very soon. Sorry if y'all feel like I've been ditching y'all. I love y'all muchy muchy much. Til death, that is. But I'm just not doing so okay and I feel like spending time alone. Plus I wasn't feeling well this whole week. Fortunately now I am okay. But like I said, emotionally I am not. So yeah, hope y'all understand.

My dark days are back. Just when I thought they're finally over, they came to pay me a visit again. Tsk. My life and everything are in a huge mess. And nobody really understands except Nurul Syukriyah. She's the one who has been lending me her listening ear like every single night. Thank you, babe. You know I love you, xoxo. If it weren't for you, I think I'd be already planning on ending my dear life. Thank you again, Nurul. You're the bestest. (L)

These few days, I've been fantasizing having a boyfriend like Edward Cullen. Someone exactly like him, lol. Kay I've been reading and watching too much Twilight.

Oh and I went to Skatepark just now. I'll upload a proper post and more photos tomorrow. Now I shall end today's post with a huge thank you to everyone who has been trying to cheer me up. It's much appreciated.