FUCK IT. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. WHAT AM I TO YOU? IF I'M JUST LIKE ANY OTHER FRIEND OF YOURS, WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH IF I DON'T TAKE MY MEDICINE AND DON'T EAT OR WHATSOEVER? I CANNOT PRETEND WHEN IT'S BECOMING MORE AND MORE OBVIOUS DAY BY DAY. I TRIED STAYING AWAY BUT I DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH AND HEART TO DO IT ANYMORE. I LOVE YOU, (INSERT NAME HERE). I CANNOT LIE TO MYSELF ANYMORE. CALL ME SHAMELESS, BUT FUCK YEAH I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! *SCREAMS WITH FACE BURIED IN THE PILLOW*

How could somebody near be so far away at the same time? Right now, I'm in self-pity. Listening to sad, heartbreaking songs. Can anybody tell me how to get to Pulau Ubin? I think I'm gonna really, really migrate there. Or can somebody just take a gun and shoot me? AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! *screams with face buried in the pillow*

Oh Faris, I miss you. )':