I just created a MySpace account! *jumps up & down* But I don't really know how to use it. I've figured out how to change the layout but I'm still trying to figure out how to upload song on my MySpace profile. Anyways if you have a MySpace account, do add me. My profile is currently so kentxz!

Yesterday Farah, Ana and Ziela are supposed to come over my house for a karaoke session but I had to go to my aunt's place in Tampines. My grandparents and parents were in KL for a wedding reception, leaving me with my siblings. They went there on Friday night and just got back early this morning. So yeah, my aunt were so worried about our meals and stuff, she decided to pick us up. She picked us up around 1plus in the afternoon and I had to cancel my karaoke session with the girls. So sorry, babygirls! At my aunt's place, I didn't do much. I used my laptop most of the time. My aunt's maid made spaghetti, so that's what I had. Nothing much happened. I wanted to update my blog but I didn't know what to post. Nurul Syukriyah called me, asking me if I wanted to watch Sodiq play soccer in Queenstown. Two nights before, Sodiq did ask me to watch him play soccer. I agreed but unfortunately, I had to spend the whole of Sunday at my aunt's place. Anyways, I wasn't even in the mood to watch soccer or do anything.

These days, I feel so depressed. Even if I feel happy, it would be just for awhile. Most of the time, I'll feel horrible and blue. It seems that joy is just a temporary feeling and sadness is a permanent feeling. I feel lonely and unloved too. I know I sound pathetic here but I can't help it. If I bore you readers, I'm so sorry. But I've no place to express my very feelings except this blog of mine. No one seems to understand what I'm going through right now. It's not just about the break up but also about everything else. The break up somehow affected my self esteem. I wanna cry but I just couldn't cry anymore. I guess I'm out of tears to cry or something. I wanna smile but I can only fake it. It's easy for everyone to say, "Cheer up." or "What's over is over." But they don't have the slightest clue on how I feel right now. Please stop saying you understand me. If you really do, then lemme be the one to inform you that.

I just need a guy to prove to me that they're all not the same. Just one and I'd be the happiest bitch on this planet. On the other hand, single's still the best.

Meeting Nurul Jannah later. My god, it's been ages since we've met. We've got alot of catch up!