Wednesday, February 25, 2009
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Meet my favourite skaterboy, Irfan. He's the cutest, I tell you. Oh and he's Nurul Syukriyah's little brother. At the age of 11, he is a very good skateboarder.
Ex Boyfriend, who do you think you are? My recent posts aren't about you. _____ is a million times better than you. A million times, I tell you. Oh you're sorry for everything? Save it, loser. And try harder cause I'm not gonna forgive you. Lemme get this straight, I'm so over you. I rather be a toilet cleaner than be your girlfriend again. You're not worth my time, my love, my tears and everything. I'm gonna pretend like you never existed. The day I'll enjoy my life is the day I see you getting hurt like I did. So goodbye!
Anyways, last night chatted with Yanii Babygurl. She's in the same situation as mine. ): Chin up, Yanii! You're a pretty young lady unlike me who has so many flaws and imperfections.
To _____, you didn't make me this way. I made myself this way. I'm gonna fake a smile and pretend it's not hurting me. But just so you know, I'm dying more and more inside each and every day. The world is too cruel to me. I don't know how long I'm gonna last but what I know is I'm gonna give up very, very soon. Eventhough I know we're never gonna be together, I love you. I never thought I'd love you or miss you this much. Like you said, we're only friends. No more, no less. But how come it hurts so much? ):
And now I don't see the point of having a handphone and online on MSN anymore. Number one, ____ won't sms or call me anymore. Number two, he won't prompt me anymore when he's online. ):
Oh and the only thing I'm excited about is I've downloaded and using MSN messenger 8.5. COOL NAK MAMPZXZ! Kay I know I'm lame. But who cares.

Hairul Izwan! You owe me Nasi Ayam and Ice Kachang! :D Oh and everyone do visit Hairul at http://www.hairul-ism.blogspot.com (Hairul asked me to promote his blog -.-)
I WANT A GOLDFISH! NURUL BUY ME A GOLDFISH LEH!