Never say I'm no ordinary person in your life when you knew that you're gonna hurt me. Never say you're gonna try your best to look after my heart when you don't even make an effort to. You should not even apologised cause you ruined my happily ever after when by the end of the day, you'll still have a happy ending. The word sorry is pointless to me when you can't even feel my pain. Yes, I've learn not to forgive and forget that easily. Furthermore, you don't deserve to be forgiven. You're not a man, but a mannequin. You're sucha heartless creature! Well, all guys are heartless creatures. You're no different. I wanted to beg you to stay but I know very well you wouldn't. Cause eventhough she hurt you a thousand times, I'm still nothing compared to her. Now it's only proven I'm vulnerable to believing lies but it's also proven that I'm vulnerable to putting too much hope and of course, believe in empty promises. Now I've got a hole in my heart, again. Dangz!

Nurul, I need a hug. )': And Ruqq, thanks for the listening ear. It's much appreciated, dude!

Anyways, yesterday was another mundane day. Supposed to meet Chacha bestie and it was cancelled at the last minute. -.- So, I read New Moon and fell asleep for a few hours. Woke up then shower and everything. I then lied on my bed as I continue with my reading and msg-ing that someone when he break the terrible news to me. Tears automatically rushed down my cheeks. It was so sudden and I really don't know how to react towards it. Fuck yeah, it's gonna be a little hard but I'll manage and survive. After all, I've been hurt countless of times. This is nothing and I'm gonna get over this sooner or later.

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