Morning, earthlings. Last night I thought I wanted to stay online all night long but SOMEONE spoilt my mood. And I spoilt his mood too. We spoilt each other's mood. What a way to end sucha nice day! My nice day ended with a bad night. Thanks eh, thanks uh! -.- Then he went offline on me! Less than 10 minutes, I went offline too. No mood already! I felt like crying. Okay I was already crying. )': I shut my laptop down and lied on the bed. Then I cried a little bit more and I actually msg-ed him, apologised for what happened. He didn't reply. ): Then I thought back, why waste my time and bloody tears for him? When I'm crying here, he might be sleeping/snoring/dreaming about his (insert word here). -.- So yeah, I stopped crying. Then I fell asleep. And I dreamt about him. I dreamt we meet up and he kissed me everywhere. WTF SIA! That is something that would never happen again. The keyword is NEVER. Besides, all he cares about is his (insert word here). And oh please, I am so not jealous. (Shut up. I am really not jealous) Okay fine, maybe a little. Why am I even stating it here? -.-

And this stupid chalet has lots of mosquitoes cause my whole body is itching due to the bites! CB! Oh and I think I did something really sweet today. I woke up around 6plus, just to greet Syaffy "Good Morning". I wanted to be the first one to greet him. Heh heh! And hopefully I did uh. :D Okay now currently chatting with Shairulazryan and webcam-ing with Farah babygirl. I'll update later.

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I keep eating and eating and eating. I think I must've gain another 2 kg or perhaps more today. Stress uh! Currently my family members watching Ayat-Ayat Cinta. I've watched that movie like 10 times. Very heartwarming and touching uh the movie. I teared, you know. Shut up lah. I know no one asked. HAHA CB! Oh and stupid Liverpool. They won Man U by 4-1. Oh my Cristiano Ronaldo, you disappoint me. ): But I know why he only scored one and it was by penalty, cause I wasn't there with him. HAHAHAHAHA! Okay no lah. Currently I am bloghopping. I am bored like fuck, I swear. Oh and I'm msg-ing with Syaffy. *mentel smile* LOL! My cheeks are getting fatter. Ugh, must stop eating.

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I'm not gonna stress over you anymore. It is not worth it. I tried to work something out, but you just ignored it. I'm not trying to say I don't want you anymore because I love you, I definitely do. All I'm saying is I'm done chasing after you. I think I have to quit this habit of falling too hard and falling too fast. Then get my hopes up for something I know won't last. I can't deny I miss you at the random times. Your face just pops in my head and I do wonder if you miss me too. Sometimes I do expect more from you cause I'd be willing to do so much for you. Other times, I'm angry at myself. For always being nice and making you a huge part of my life. Wasting time on you, depending on you, thinking of you, dreaming of you and most of all, for not hating you when I know I should.

Yay! I've changed my blogskin again. All white uh, all white! And a little bit of pink. My favourite colours yo. Kay again, no one asked. HAHAHAHA! Whatever lah. I like giving out information, eventhough no one's interested to know.

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It saddens me that you're no longer talking to me. You were online and you didn't prompt me. ): I'm trying my very best to adapt to the changes. Take care of yourself, darling.

People come and go in my life too frequently. Now I don't know what to do now that we're apart. Wait, we were never even together. Despite that, I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart. It seems like you treated my heart like a candy. You sucked it then spit it out because you decided it's not your favourite flavour.

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Wednesday - no plans
Thursday - Meeting Nadia adik, like finally.
Friday - Starbucks with Kak Iqah.
Saturday - no plans
Sunday - no plans

Faster book me! LOL!

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SYAFFY, WHERE ARE YOU? )':