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I'm feeling so weak and lethargic now. My body aches and my head is spinning. :/ I don't think I'll be going out today and tomorrow. Too sick to go out. Last night I slept early cause I felt really drowsy due to the medicine I consumed. More update later, I shall go and rest now.

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I just woke up from a long nap. I feel a little better but my body is still aching. It is so bad that I have difficulties to walk. I feel so weak. Gosh, hope I get well soon. I hate being sick like this. I'm sorry, babygirls cause I can't meet you just now and I also can't spend time with y'all tomorrow. I'm really, really not feeling well. Promise we'll spend time together when I get well which is hopefully very, very soon. I miss embarrassingly getting drunk with y'all and then do stupid stuff.

What Nurul Syukriyah wrote on her blog for me was an eye-opener. I realised that I should not make someone my everything cause when they're gone, I'll have nothing. Nurul thought I was hurt by what she wrote, but the truth is I'm not. I know Nurul cares for me and that's why she wrote all that. She wants me to wake up to my senses and stop holding on to silly things. Thank you very much, Nurul. You know I love you, xoxo. Although it's hard to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong, I will still try my best to do it.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People can change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe