Spent my Saturday with beloved BFF Naqiah Amira. Naqiah just broke up with her boyfriend of 1 year plus and needed to let out her feelings. So we went to karaoke at Grandlink in Geylang for the whole of 2 hours. Before meeting up with Naqiah at Hougang library, I had to go to the HDB branch office to run some errands. I was suppose to be there by 8am but I overslept. -.- Nurul Syukiryah actually called me up to wake me up around 7am. I answered her call but went back to sleep afterwards. Then I woke up around 9am. Late, I quickly bathed and get ready. Wolfed down leftover spaghetti from yesterday for breakfast and made my way to the HDB branch office which was fortunately just walking distance. When I arrived there, the queue was really, really long. I was queue-ing for an hour and within that one hour, I put on my make up. Haha yes, I put on my make up in the middle of the queue. And it caused the apeks, nyonyas, makciks and pakciks to stare at me. I was so bimbotic, as always. Anyways, finally an hour later I was done with my errands and made my way to Hougang library to wait for Naqiah. She came less than an hour later.Before making our way to Geylang, Naqiah needed to make new ez-link as she lost her old one. But the queue was freaking long so we decided to just proceed to Geylang. Took 51 to Geylang and alighted at the bus stop near City Plaza. Walked to Grandlink and paid for our karaoke session. Then started karaoke-ing. We sang alot of songs and when we were singing, there's this two matreps keep on knocking on our karaoke room door. -.- Then finally stopped when the karaoke auntie reprimanded them. Haha serve them right. Lifeless, shameless matreps. -.- So yeah, after two hours of karaoke-ing, we took train to Orchard. It was raining cats and dogs when we arrived there. We were famished, so we decided to have our late lunch at Puncak in Far East. After lunch, we walked around Far East. Naqiah got herself some accessories and a bag. Then we were hungry again and decided to get some snacks. And I finally tried Fried Mars Ball which tasted like heaven! After that, we decided to train back to Hougang and chilled at Mcdonalds. Naqiah viewed her boyfriend's profile to realised that he had actually moved on eventhough it has only been a week. He was flirting with this girl. Feeling hurt and upset, Naqiah teared. I wanted to console her but how could I? I cannot console her when I can't even console myself. But I feel her pain. I hugged her and told her that everything's gonna be okay. I then sent her to the bus stop near Hougang Plaza then waited for her bus to arrive before heading home. It was raining heavily so Naqiah borrowed me her umbrella. But I didn't use it and walked in the rain, hoping the rain would wash away all my sadness. But it didn't. When I arrived home, dripping wet, I was still depressed. Seeing my BFF getting hurt almost the same way like I did, makes me feel more worser.

This is exactly what I feel now. The feeling is so right but I know it's wrong. I don't know how put it. But maybe I'm gonna on HIATUS. I need so straighten out my life. My messy, complicated life. ):