The time now is 12.34am and of course, it's too early for me to hit the sheets. Later around 2pm in the afternoon, I will be going to City Hall to hang out with the usuals. Anyways yesterday was mundane. Nothing much happened and I spent almost the entire day either in front of my laptop or reading New Moon. I declined Nurul's offer to join her, Nadya and friends to catch Confessions of A Shopaholic in town eventhough I really wanted to watch that movie. Nurul even offered to pay the movie ticket for me cause she knows I'm broke. One of the reasons why I declined her offer is that I was obviously furious with some lifeless people. So I wasn't in the mood to catch a movie. But the main reason is because I could not go home late anymore without granny calling me every minute, asking me to go home when the sun just set. -.-

I'm missing Syaffy so much. ): It's been 2 long days since I heard his voice. He called me randomly last 2 nights when I was reading New Moon. He told me something was bothering him but wouldn't tell me what is it. That's when I told him I wish I'm Edward Cullen, so that I could read his mind. Then he asked me back, what was on my mind. Instead of telling him what was on my mind, I asked him to guess or better, read my mind. He told me he could read my mind but it'd take him 2 months to know what was on my mind since I was so far away. I laughed and told him I would wait for that 2 months. Then we had to end our conversation soon after that and he continued with this thonning session. Omg, I miss you so much Syaffy! I want you close and around me always. Remember the times I would wake up early in the morning just to be the first person to greet Good Morning? And I could never forget the times when I was very sick, you forced me to consume my medicine and sleep although I wanted to stay up and talk to you. You would msg me everyday, asking how I felt and if I was getting better. You were also the one who called and heard how much pain I was in over the phone. I could never, I repeat never, forget those times. The times when you sulked when I didn't reply to your msges when my prepaid was low but you thought I had forgotten all about you. You know very well that you never leave my mind. Not even when a hot or cute guy walk pass me. And you didn't hate me or treat me differently like I thought you would when I told you I wasn't a good person and I told you my bitter past that's filled with sins. I don't know if you'd be reading this cause you're always either busy spending time with your friends or sleeping like a pig til late afternoon. And right now, I'm in the process of changing for the better and of course, for you. Like you wanted me to, Syaffy. It may take some time but it's worth it. Promise you'll be there to witness it all. And I promise I'll believe that you're always close and around me. I miss you, Syafiee. During April's Fool, I tried to prank you and said that I never wanna talk to you anymore. But you didn't fall for it cause you know I wasn't that cruel. And you're right, I will never neglect you. I know talk is cheap but I'll prove it to you.

Jealousy is a disease. Please get well soon! After this, I will act as if nothing happened like Syaffy advised me to. So yeah, take care and have a happy life! :D

I so can't wait to hang out with the usuals later! I miss them so much and I am so gonna give them a huge Barney hug each. And Farah babygirl, I had so much fun webcam-ing with you last night. You never fail to make me laugh when I don't even wanna smile. I love you, forever and always.

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It's 4.48am and I just finished hogging the phone with Shairulazryan and Nurul. Yep, we conferenced. Ryan was very hyper although he was sick. Call 911 eh Ryan. -.- Instead of feeling drowsy due to the cough syrup he consumed, he actually felt hyper. He drank Coke before that, so I guess it was just sugar rush. Ryan talked crap as Nurul entertained him and I wasn't exactly in the mood for crap. Oh anyways, get well soon Ryan! Please stop sniffing your hingus in and blow them out. If it's possible which I know it is, make your trip to the clinic soon okay.

I think I better get some sleep although I am not even sleepy yet. I shall read New Moon til I feel sleepy.

And I still think Bella should choose Jacob over Edward after everything he has done which hurt her very much. Haha okay I'm so obsessed with the Twilight saga. Oh my Jacob, too bad you're a fictional character. I'm so in love with you! LOL!

Haha right. Hello, this is also my blog and my say. And wow.. English get F9 is it? LOL! Spelling all over the place. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I can't help but to laugh at this kind of people. I suggest you get a tutor for your English and Malay. I'm psyched to see you blog about me in PROPER English and Malay. Til then, you're the biggest joke to me. Okay wait, lemme laugh for the last time. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Okay dah, lol. Oh and you also read the Twilight saga? I bet you didn't even understand half of the book. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Sorry lah, but I can't help it lah.