Yeah, yeah. That's obviously me when I was a little girl. Cute right? I know. *insert kerek face* HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Yesterday went to East Coast Park with my grandparents, brother and little sister. My intention was to admire the seaview as I feel the sand between my toes. But unfortunately, it was raining cats and dogs when we arrived. Grandpa went to the jetty to do some fishing as the rest of us just some sort of have a picnic. We brought a tent along, so I took a nap inside the tent. I think I slept for 2 hours. When I woke up, it was drizzling. I was famished and ate the food Grandpa bought for me from the famous East Coast hawker center when I was sleeping. Was feeling very bored, so I decided to just walk by the beach eventhough it was still raining. The rain drizzled, stinging here and there agaisnt my skin. Then my thoughts suddenly head towards that someone's direction. The blank emptiness of my life reared up and confronted me again. After awhile, I decided to walk back to the tent. I lied down inside the tent beside my little sister who was soundly asleep. Not long after that, Grandpa came from the jetty. He didn't catch any fish. -.- So we decided to just head home.

Now I'm embarrassed. Don't ask why. -.-

I panicked for no reason. I'm a loser. I nearly died cause I was so embarrassed. I was emotionally unstable so it wasn't really me, sending that message. It was like crazy me. Wait, I am always crazy. Fuck, I wanna migrate now. AAAAAHHHHHHH! *screams, runs away and hide*

KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME. KILL ME.

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*plays Supermassive Black Hole by Muse and rolls on the bed with an extremely happy face* I'M SO HAPPY! OH SO HAPPY! What?! Shut up, Nurul. I AM REALLY HAPPY, I SWEAR. *looks away from Nurul Syukriyah* Anyways I'll be meeting this noob in approximately 2 hours time. Will hanging out at her crib first cause I wanna meet my boyfriend cum her a month old baby brother, Matin! I miss this little cutie very much. After that, I suppose we'll be hanging out at the wonderful Bedok Reservoir.

Granny's being a bitch. She keeps nagging and nagging. God, it's fucking frustrating. I shall go bath and get ready now. Before Nurul nags at me too and won't rewang at my wedding when I get married. LOL! Okay bye for now.


Currently at Nurul Syukriyah's crib. I'm using her computer to blog as there's no wireless connection here. Plus the noob is using my laptop to resize her photos on Photoscape. Wanna know something, it's 4.38pm and Nurul still haven't bath yet. So if you smell something bad, it's from her. HAHAHAHAHA! Okay she's gonna kill me if she reads this which she will. She's an avid reader of my blog but never tags. GRRRR! Matin is extremely cute! It gives me the overpowering urge to have a baby soon. LOL! Anyways I took a few photos with this little angel. I'll post the photos here tomorrow if Blogger and my internet doesn't act like a bitch.

I took How Many Kids Will You Have quiz on Facebook and the results said that I will have one boy and one girl. A perfect combination but I actually want at least four kids. Once, I wanted to have 10 kids. I grew up in a very chaotic environment as I have 5 siblings including me. So I want a big family too in the future. But if I get a financially stable future husband. If not, I think I'd just have 2 kids like the results said so.