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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
122: She whispers, "I'm afraid of falling."







Went to Nurul Syukriayh's crib yesterday around 2plus in the afternoon. Our plan was to hang out at her crib for awhile then go jogging at Bedok reservoir in the evening. But it was 5plus and Nurul still haven't bath yet since morning. So we decided to not go jogging as both of us were feeling very lazy. So I spent the day in fron of Nurul's computer as she uses my laptop to resize her photos on Photoscape. Then I played and took care of Matin. Around 6plus, Nurul finally bathed and I accompanied her to the shop nearby her block. She bought bubble tea and some snacks before heading to Shop N Save to buy cans of Soya Bean. Then after purchasing those items, we walked back to her house. I was famished so I had rice with Gulai Ayam. It tasted really nice! Her mum is a really good cook. Soon after that, I decided to head home.

Farah babygirl is depressed again and I feel worse. All she wanted was an I Love You from him but it seems like it isn't in his vocabulary. Omg why are guys such heartless creatures? Why do they always choose the wrong girls when the right one is just in front of them? And when the wrong one dumps them, they come running to the right one. Fuck lah! One day I hope he's gonna wake up and realise how much Farah cares for him. But when that day comes, Farah would be with a better guy. A thousand times better than him and that's for sure.

Anyways it's best not to allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option. Now the only people I need in my life are the ones who need in theirs. Some people say the love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned. Well sometimes the person you fall for isn't ready to catch you. But this heart feels things the eyes cannot see and knows what the mind cannot understand. I believe that one day someone will walk into my life and make me see why it never worked out with anyone else. For now I'm gonna stay walled up because I'm afraid of being hurt. I'm afraid to care too much cause I fear the other person doesn't care at all. I think there's a reason why people from my past didn't make it to my future.

It's 1.03am and I just finish talking on the phone with pantat boy. He might call me back later. He was so cute! He was under his void deck, making his way home when he saw cockroaches. He was like, "Kalau ni lipas terbang, I pun terbang. Eeee... ni lipas macam nak kejar I aje." -.- He seriously sound like some gay. Haha but it was cute and funny though. Then we started talking about pests and insects. I told him about Ziela killed a snail by accidentally stepping on it and my Granpa killed lizards. Then this pantat boy told me that the insects and pests will gang up against us if we kill it. I asked him how does he know all this. He was like, "I kan boss of all the cicak and insects." -.- Yeah right. When I asked him why is he afraid of cockroaches. He was like, "I tak in charge of lipas. Lipas lain department." -.- *rolls eyes* Yeah right eh pantat. I feel like knocking your head with the recorder. Then before ending the conversation, he was like, "Thanks eh for protecting me from the lipas." I wasn't there with you but if I were, I would also act like you did. But that's okay cause I'm a girl. You're a guy and you're the one whose suppose to kill and protect those insects from me. Not otherwise. -.- Anyways now I know your weakness. Gonna make you do things for me by throwing a bag of cockroaches at you. *evil laughs* But first, I need my brother to catch the cockroaches and put them inside a bag for me. I ain't touching those filthy insects. Major ew! And please, stop bugging me to state you as HOT pantat boy here. Shameless ass lah you. Again, I have this overpowering urge to knock your head with the recorder. Please remind me to bring my little sister's recorder the next time I have a date with this ass which is very, very soon. Okay fine, I miss you lah asshole!

Will be going to Mediacorp Caldecott Broadcast Centre to watch Okto Live later in the evening with my aunt, cousins and siblings. I know it's sort of lame. People watch Live N Loaded, I'm gonna end up watching Okto Live. But nevermind, at least I get to spend some quality time with my family members. Cheh! Anyways just now my memory card acted like a bitch. It cannot be fucking read! It's really got my nerves but fortunately, I managed to find my usb cabel. So yay me!

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I've finally created an account on WordPress. But I haven't start posting yet cause I don't really know how to use it. So confusing! But as soon as I know how to use it, I might move there. Only the lucky ones would be informed. HAHA CHEH CHEH! Okay bye for now. I wanna go eat.