Yesterday was a wonderful day for me. I was soundly asleep when I was woken up by my hp vibration. Farah msg-ed me, saying that she skipped school with Ziela, Ana and Nini and asked me to hang out with them. I was still sleepy so I actually ignored her msg and went back to sleep. Then around 10plus, I woke up and received a few more msges from Farah and missed calls from Ziela. Instead of taking a bath, I went online to update my blog and check a few important stuff. Then eat my breakfast before receiving a phone call from Farah. After the phone call, I quickly take a bath and get ready. By 11plus in the morning, I was already hanging out with them at the study corner across my blk. As usual, we were talking and laughing too loud. When I arrived there, Ana has already left due to some family problems. So left Farah, Ziela, Nini and I there. The three of them played cards as I annoyed them. Then since I brought my laptop with me, I helped Ziela with some stuff on her blog. Around 4plus, we parted company and went home straight.

As soon as I arrived home, I had to help Granny with some chores and run some errands. After I settled everything, I went online. Dini then prompted me randomly, asking me if I wanted to watch Jangan Tegur, the new malay horror movie with her cause she got free tickets for the unofficially screening which is yesterday itself. Although she asked me at the last minute, I decided to say yes then quickly take a bath and get ready as she was already halfway done getting ready. Plus it was already 5plus and we had to be there by 6.45pm. Meet Dini up at Sengkang mrt platform and took the train to City Hall. Arrived in City Hall, we quickly rushed to the cinema in Suntec although we weren't sure where is it. We thought we were late cause it was already 7pm. But turned out, we were actually early as the movie will only start at 7.30pm. -.- Bumped into Ameera and friends who were also there to watch the same movie as us. They were sent by their school and I think it must be for some school assignment.

The movie was awesome. It was way better than the producer's first two horror movies which is Jangan Pandang Belakang and Congkak. This movie is much more realisitic than the two movies. I give it two thumbs up! The movie really scares the fuck out of Dini and I. We were screaming and covering our eyes with our fingers. I even thought I was gonna have a heart attack in the middle of the movie. Really, the movie is a must-watch. You all should really watch it when it officially priemiers on 23 April. I think it's also better than Coming Soon and obviously way way better than Unborn. The next movie I have to watch is Fast & Furious 4. I've also yet to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. And I can't wait for Hannah Montana the movie!

After the movie, Dini, her mum's colleague and I went to Raffles City to have our dinner at Burger King. There was this weird guy who sat a few tables from us. His hp kept ringing for like a thousand times and he didn't bother responding to it. His hp ringtone was Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings. Fuck yeah, that song rocked but it fucking annoying to hear that song on repeat for like a thousand times. What weirder was, his head was facing downwards like as if he was sleeping. But he didn't move at all. Not even one bit. Even if he's sleeping, he could hear his hp ringing what cause it's really loud or he could feel the hp vibrating. But he didn't move at all and stayed in that position the whole time. Then a Burger King staff went to him and wakes him up which he did eventually after a few shakes from the Burger King guy. But when the Burger King guy walked away, he continues doing whatever he was weirdly doing. Gosh, sucha strange guy! Couldn't be more bothered by that, we decided to head home after eating. Dini and I took the train as her mum's colleague took the bus home. I alighted in Hougang first, followed by Dini who alighted in Sengkang and then took LRT home. Thank you Dini for sucha great time! I swear I had lots of fun with you. Hope to see you again and all the best for your first day in RP which is tomorrow.

Sorry no photos cause my mum brought my digital camera with her to work for some unknown reasons.

To that someone, I'm so sorry I couldn't reply your msges. My prepaid is really low and I can't msg or even receive calls anymore. Please do not think that I do not want to entertain you or whatsoever. I'm not mad at you anymore. I'll top up soon and for now, you may contact me online. So please come online! *insert extremely sad face*

/EDITED!

I just read Nurul Syukriyah's private blog. And her recent post really gave me some kind of a wake up call.

I'm the girl who waited for him waited all night for him to call, only to check the Caller ID the morning and be disappointed.

I'm the girl who made it through that bitter break up, dried my own tears and moved on with life. Only then to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.

I'm the girl who cried on the first day we talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.

I'm the girl who listened to him say, "I only wanna be your friend." one day and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses me. I obviously deserve something and this is my tribute.

I'm the girl who actually took him back, hoping that maybe this time he was different and hoping that maybe people do really change.

I'm the girl who listened to my friends telling me that I was stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance.

I'm the girl who went through a great stage with no fights at all. I started this out thinking we would be just friends and ended up falling in love with him again.

I'm the girl who wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell me he loved me too and that eventhough things were bad in the past, they would be different this time.

And when I finally heard it, it was like I was dreaming.

I'm the girl who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours or even a few days.

Then came the tears cried and dried all over again.

I'm the girl who wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy so he couldn't possibly call me or even that he fell asleep early.

I'm the girl who trained myself to believe the lies because I wanted to believe we had found The One for us.

I'm the girl who learned to settle for someone who didn't treat me the way I should be treated.

I'm the girl who got all happy and excited looking forward to the date, only to hear him say that he couldn't see me that day.

I'm the girl who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else.

I'm the girl who just can't believe that he could do it to me again.

I'm the girl who loved him more than words can say and took him back no matter what happened last time because I couldn't bear looking back on my life and wonder what if.

I'm the girl who couldn't cry to my friends because of how stupid I felt.

I'm the girl who held it all in when things came crumbling into pieces again.

I'm the girl who could just tell that I made a mistake again ever allowing him into my heart, my bed and my dreams again.

The days I spent trying to hold back the tears and the tears turned into anger then disappointment.

I'm the girl who now finally realized that I deserve better.

Those confusing days when I missed him and want nothing more than hear his voice or feel his arms around my waist.

I remember the times I cried and how long it took me to even be able to look at another guy like that.

But how come til today I will still answer his calls despite the broken promises and the lies, the manipulation and the tears?

Yeah, I'm the girl who fell back in love with my ex, only to get hurt all over again.

Maybe it's true; second chance don't ever matter cause people never change.