Had an awesome time with my family yesterday although the day didn't really end well. We went to Vivo City and watched 17 Again. The movie was hilarious and a must-watch. Zac Efron was really cute! Although I think he looks like a wax statue, lol. Last night slept late cause conferenced on the phone with Nurul Syukriyah, Yan and Shairulazryan. Then I called pantat boy for awhile to talk things out but it seems like it's really over. This time I don't think I'm turning back. Lies after lies, chances after chances. I am done and I had enough. Then I conferenced back with Nurul, Yan and Shairulazryan. I was in tears and didn't talk much but they made me laugh. Thank for cheering me up, you guys! It was entertaining hearing Yan and Shairulazryan sang to Hit Me Baby One More Time by Britney Spears. They sounded so gay! Especially Ryan, lol.



It's really painful. But somehow pain has become a huge part of my life that I expect it to always be there. And that's because I couldn't remember a time in my life when there wasn't pain. Everyone in life in gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain. And I don't think he's worth the pain. I'm also curious on why people must lie. I'm not saying I don't but yeah, I'm just curious why people do. Maybe most people don't know who they are and that's why they lie. They're afraid someone else will figure it out before they do. Now thanks to him; I'm scared to forgive and give people chances easily. First of all, he broke my heart when I expected him to be the last one to do it. And now I'm left with my heart broken and in pieces. And he don't even bother to notice. It's sad because all along I thought he knew me better than everyone else. But now I am starting to wonder if he even knew me at all.

The saddest thing in life is when you meet that special someone and you know it will never be and that sooner or later you'll have to let go. Letting go even if it hurts doesnt mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for him/her. But the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile to your heart. And be glad that once in your life, this person made you happy and put colours into your life even if it's just for awhile.

Tadaa, new blogskin. Okay I know it's a little cacat but I think it's better than the previous one. I think this blogskin will be a temporary one since it's cacat. Now I need to find a better blogskin. Hurrh. -.-