Say what you people want okay. If an apology is what she wants from me, she can jollywell dream on. Oh wait... she won't even get an apology from me in her dreams. *insert cb face* And congrats babygirls, you've won yourselves a new angelic friend! Believe her, friends. She's a saint, after all. *insert cb face* Oh looky looky, she has a shining halo above her fucking head! She didn't do a single sin to me. Wow.. Confirm, guarantee plus hundred and one percent she's gonna go to Heaven. *insert cb face* Now you girls can hang out with her for all I care like the Happy Tree Friends. Cause she's way cooler and famous than me what. Not to mention, a saint! So yeah, have fun with her and pretend I don't exist. I wish I don't exist rather than share the same world as her. I wouldn't even want to be caught dead 100m away from her. Despite all this, fortunately I am levels above her. *insert kerek face* And you think this is all about a guy, fuck no. If it's about a guy, I wouldn't be this angry and have so much hatred. This isn't just about a guy okay!

If I'm the silly girl who believe her boyfriend more than her friends, how come I believe Nurul Syukriyah when she told me my boyfriend's cheating on me? You wanna know why, cause she's my friend! And that self-claimed saint is so not my friend and never will be. So she should stop claiming and bore everyone, saying she was a friend to me and I should've believe her. For God's sake; she never really liked me and what's up with saving my name in her hp as Babi? Friends saved each other's names as Babi is it? *insert cb face* So stop claiming she's a friend when she treated me otherwise.

And I don't post an blog entry full of vulgarities when I'm angry at someone no matter how much I hated him/her. That's because I communicate with manners and sophistication.

Oh look at how perfect my life is going! Thanks alot people for making things alot worse. You know what people; if you're actually planning to ruin my life, you actually need not do so. Cause guess what; it's already ruined! So now you can fuck off and die. Up yours, up yours, up yours! *shows middle finger*

Okaaaaaay. Maybe at some point, I do not communicate with manners and sophistication. But hey, I do most of the time. So shut up!

To S; I'm sorry about yesterday. I was emotionally unstable and I guess I just lost it. I've been trying very hard. But what has been happening in my life recently made me lost the heart and willing. A thousand apologies. ):
To F; Thank you alot for that night. I didn't know we could click so well cause we haven't been talking for ages eventhough we've known each other for quite some time already. It's really nice meeting you. ^^
To D; Thanks for being there and all. Looking forward to our movie date strictly as friends soon! ^^

And to Nurul Syukriyah, I couldn't thank you enough. Really babe, I owe you alot. When I think back how we became friends, it amazes me how someone who I thought would be the last person I'm end up friends with is gonna turn out to be one of my bestest friends. Somehow currently we're going through the same situation. We should both be strong and have each other's backs. You're only one who would answer my 4am call then hear me whine about whatever or whoever annoys me. You're the first person I call when I'm feeling down and you're also the person which shoulder I always cry on. I think you've heard me cry countless of times cause I'm not ashamed to cry in front of you. Sorry if I haven't been there for you like you've been there for me. Now let's hope we'll find better guys so that we won't bore each other every night repeating the same names again and again. Hahah okay love you, noob!

/EDITED!

"I'm sorry. I didn't plan for all this to happen. I told you already, I've been meaning to tell you. I know now I'm nothing to you. But please gimme one last chance. Just one last one. We can do this again. We could start from the beginning. I know we can. So please baby. )':"

*Yawns* Wow.. That was really moving. You know, you should consider writing fiction books for a living. *insert cb face* I think I have been a forgiving person and that's why you keep repeating your mistakes again and again. I am done and had enough. So please fuck off and die.