I am still holding on. For the first time, I feel like I am not holding on to some silly thing. I feel like this is something worth. Worth the tears, pain and heartbreak. I am still kind of crazy, head over heels, leaving me breathless, absolutely butterflies in the stomach, 110% in love with Faifai. It doesn't matter how long I've known him. All that matters is that he had me smiling from day one. I know he may not be the cutest guy around but he is to me. There's just something about him that makes my heart drop to my feet everytime I see him.

Here's something random; Things Not To Say During Sex
1) I have to poop
2) Smile for the camera!
3) Get off me, I'll do it myself!
4) This is your first time... right?
5) You're almost as good as my ex.
6) When is this suppose to feel good?
7) I thought you had the key for the handcuffs!
8) Keep it down! My mother is a light sleeper.
9) Hey! My friends were right, you are good!
10) On second thought, let's turn the light off.
11) I'm sobering up and you're getting UGLY!
12) But everybody looks funny naked.
13) Do I have to pay for this?
14) No! You're too fat to be on top.
15) Actually, your sister likes it like this.
16) What's your name again?
17) Hold on, lemme change the channel.
18) Uhm.. I think the condom broke 5 minutes ago.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *laughs hysterically*

Grandparents bought boxes of Durian from Johor on Saturday and I can't help but to indulge. I finished a box of Durian all by myself. Now my throat feels dry like the desert and it hurts alot. Other than that, my feet and hands are developing rashes. It itches alot and I keep scratching it although I know it's gonna worsen by doing so. I think I've eaten something I'm allergic to but I don't know what is it. Plus I never experience this before and never thought I'm allergic to anything.