Yay, changed my blogskin again! I wasn't satisfied with my previous blogskin so decided to change into this blogskin. Anyways I am suppose to change Nini's blogskin for her. Gonna do it later.

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I hate Wednesdays. I'm feeling cranky and I've been PMS-ing. I am actually mad at myself cause I've let myself down. Yesterday I thought I was totally, completely over him. But last night at 2am, my thoughts ran towards his direction more than usual as I stared at the ceiling blankly. I then switched the light, quickly grabbed my bag and emptied it. Throwing everything onto the bed, saw my wallet and opened it. Then I realised it wasn't there anymore, the letter wasn't there anymore. I had burnt and threw it into the sea. Technically, it wasn't me who burnt and threw it away into the sea. But that doesn't matter. The letter was gone forever and I am never gonna get it back. I started to cry very hard and that's it, I became very weak again. The strength I had all these days faded away, washed away by each tear I shed.

No doubt, I had an awesome day yesterday. But I'm lazy to elaborate or even summarise everything.

Aku and nafasku merindukanmu.