My Saturday was mundane. I had to cancel all my plans and stayed at home, wait for the stupid Singtel guy to come. And he came late! I was in an extremely bad mood and he make things worse by coming late. So I showed him my *insert cb face* when he came and showed him where to put the modem and stuff. In the evening, I followed my family to a kenduri in Sengkang.

Hogged on the phone with Dyno til late again last night. Since I didn't get enough sleep the night before, I was like half asleep when I was talking to him. Heheh pardon me eh Dyno.

Today is gonna be another mundane day, I guess. I will either rot at home again or go out with the family. Right now I am famished and bored. I'm craving for Ben & Jerry's ice cream or fried mars ball with chocolate ice cream. Yumzxzxz!

Yay, tomorrow is already Monday. I'm really exciteeeeeeed! It's next week already which means I might be seeing that someone again after almost a month. But then again, I'm wondering whether he is excited as I am. Maybe he is? You never know right. Well, I shouldn't fill myself with false hopes.

Frankly speaking, I am confused. A few days ago, I told Faris that friendship is enough and I'm still not over that someone. I don't know whether Faris was hurt or not by what I said but since then, we don't really talk to each other anymore. It's sad cause he was there for me all the time when I was extremely depressed over the break up and conflicts I had with Nurul. He was also the one who burnt the letter using a lighter as he thought it would make me forget all about that someone. But he was wrong, extremely wrong. Here I am, still thinking if I should move on or not. I miss msg-ing Faris whatever is on my mind, all the random stuff. I do not have to filter what I wanna say. Maybe it's because Faris is not sensitive at all. Talking to him was easy, being with him would be much more easier. But I rather take the challenge and be with that someone again. I know it's stupid, I could have someone who is easy to be with but instead I chose to be with someone who is challenging to be with. But I have a feeling that someone has already moved on. :( Maybe I should too, right? But I'm afraid not with Faris.

A few minutes ago, I didn't know what to blog about. And now look, I just typed whatever I feel. Oh oh, I've finished reading Eclipse! Actually I finished reading the book around 2 weeks ago but I forgot to blog about it til today lol. My aunt bought me Breaking Dawn already and I'm gonna start reading soon.

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Might be going to SGH to visit Nurul's daddy. He's hospitalised due to a road accident. That someone might be there and I was fucking excited at first. I was smiling from ear to ear then I don't know why, I felt upset out of the sudden. Actually I know the reason, but I won't say it. Just keep inside of me. Stupid green little monster! :(

Anyways what should I wear? A dress? Shorts and top? I feel nervous. Like it's my first time meeting him. There's like butterflies in my stomach right now. Ahhhhh, gotta find a perfect outfit to wear. I miss Nurul's 2 months old baby brother, Matin. Gonna shower this little angel with lots of kisses! And and, capture lots of photos with this little handsome guy.

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I am going to wear my yellow floral dress which makes me look like the Botanical Garden.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, where's my cardigan?