It's 1.02am and I'm chatting with Dyno the pakcik lol. Talked on the phone with him for awhile just now and later will be hogging on the phone with him again til wee hours. Anyways Azwan said I look like that guy from Saw in the picture on the left, really uh? First time seh someone said I look like a guy. What only this Azwan! -.- Dyno thinks I look cute. Ehem, I know right? Hahahaha see, now I am lost at Kembangan already lol.

I am still thinking whether I should attend Corefest this Saturday. The ticket costs $10 each and currently I am broke. I actually feel like going on the Sunday but Farah's birthday party is held on the same day. I would not and could not miss it for the world. Oh and I still haven't decide on what to get her. Wait, I don't even have the money yet to get her anything. Haiya, sad or what. -.- I know she is still pissed off with what happened last Saturday. I've apologised and felt really bad about it but what to do if she still won't talk to me. :(

I finally got to see that someone yesterday. But I did not know what to feel. Should I feel elated or upset? Or perhaps both? I should feel elated that I finally got to see him after almost a month. But at the same time, I feel extremely upset that things aren't the same and very different now. Maybe I should not see him again. I don't feel like I am myself when I'm near him now cause I need to pretend and fake a smile, laugh as if I am happy. Great, now he and everyone of you know I am feeling nothing but the opposite of happy.

Maybe I should drop my bloody ego and tell him what I am really feeling. Or maybe I should just beg. Hahah okay no, I shall not beg. I've made enough fool out of myself by typing this post and begging would make me a bigger joke than I am already now.

I'm going to Sentosa again this June with Norimah, Keerah and maybe Nurul? Yay, the June holidays are just around the corner! I still remember how I spent my weekends during the June holidays last year. I spent almost every Saturday, drunk with the Arh Siol Familia at Payung. Oh my god, it's been ages since I talk to them. Wonder how are all of them doing. I am so random, I know. I love being stupid and drunk. Okay maybe not so. I didn't like it when I was drunk and I made out with a friend of a friend. It was so embarrassing! And it is more embarrassing now that I am actually telling the whole wide world by publishing it on my blog. Hahah but who cares, it's like so last year. But I don't ever wanna bump into that guy, whatever his name is. I forgot already lol. -.- Oh my god, I am so immoral. Must stop drinking already. Hahah okayokay I know I've said this for a million times already. That someone is right; I talk only but no action. Gahhhh, must prove him wrong.

I am still having menstrual cramps. Ahhhh, cramps go away please. =/ Okay right now, forcing Dyno the pakcik to take his shower. Wanna shower also lazy. Sheesh, I feel like poking him using the sharpest pencil lol. Or I'll bite his cheeks off! He wanna bite my cheeks right, I bite his first lol. Okay, I shall play Word Challenge now then call the pakcik up and talk to him til I am sleepy which is not so soon, I bet.

Later meeting Keerah to take back my digital camera. I miss Puffpuff very much! Yes, my digital camera has a name and the name is Puffpuff. Cute right, I know! Hahahaha okayokay, update more later.

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Baik. I'm suppose to wake Dyno the pakcik for school at 8.30am and I even set my alarm clock. But look at the time now, it's bloody 11.01am! =/ I guess I was so soundly asleep that I didn't hear the alarm clock rang. -.-

I am not gonna meet Keerah, I guess. Too lazy and moodless to go out.