Despite feeling very shitty and absolutely hideous yesterday, I still followed Mum to Commonwealth/Raffles Place/Orchard/Queensway. I wasn't in my very best mood. In fact, I was in my worst mood ever and faked a smile each time Mum looks at me. But Mum managed to cheer me up in the end and tomorrow we'll be going shopping, yay! Anyways, I am totally in love with this pink Salvatore Ferragamo heels which costs $495. But I know Mum will never buy it for me since it costs a bomb. Still, a girl can dream right? Eventhough Mum will never buy me the heels, she's gonna get me black & pink Nike high cut kicks! Plus I am gonna get my hair extensions soon. My current hair is like pepek already. I can't wait to have long and wavy hair! Woohoo, thanks Mum and you know I love you forever and ever.

On an even brighter note, my favourite boy is talking to me again with no more cold and bitterness in his voice. Who else if not -- Muhd Faris Bin (insert name here) aka Abang Handsome hahahaha! I told him what happened from A-Z. Being the Faris I know, I swear he is perangai nak mampzxz. But no worries, no matter how perangai you are, I still love you muchy muchy much Mr Bestfriend. Thank you for accepting me, flaws and all.

Faris: So does this mean I get to be your Edward Cullen?
Intan: Uhm no.
Faris: But I am still your Jacob Black right?
Intan: Uhm no, not really.
Faris: Then?
Intan: You're not my Edward or Jacob. But you're better than the two of them. You're just Faris, my Faris.
Faris: Alah why? I baru nak tukar nama. *laughs irritatingly*
Intan: Perangai. -.-

I so cannot wait for the 4th of June! Not only because it's the day Hannah Montana the movie premiers but I am gonna watch it with my favourite boy slash Mr Bestfriend plus my annoying little sister. -.- Yes, Mum forced me to bring her along cause she's also a fan of Hannah Montana. Fortunately, Faris don't mind at all if my little sister tags along. He is very excited to meet her cause according to him, she is very cute. Sudah, cute habis! Wait til she throws tantrums unreasonably. Later you see, cute or not eh Faris.

Anyways, I've finish reading Breaking Dawn is less than a week. Yay me!

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In a very strange kind of way, I'm enjoying myself without that sardonic bastard. It's not because the pain has weakened over time, rather that I've grown strong enough to bear it. I think it is mostly because of Faris. We seem to be connected in an odd way and I'm so eager to see him again.

Oh and I'm gonna start posting at my private blog too very, very soon. So do check it out for updates if you have the access to it.