Wednesday, June 10, 2009
185: boring life

My heart is aching right now cause I am missing you too much. But no matter how much I miss you, I could never tell this to you or even anyone. I shall just keep this words forever inside and the reason is because I know I can never, ever be with you again. I am facing that fact and moving on with life eventhough it's killing me slowly and gruesomely inside. But what can I do? I am just a weak human with flaws and imperfections that made too much mistakes and lost you completely.Nothing much happened yesterday. Another mundane day for me and I spent my time watching another Hindi movie. Didn't I tell you my life is becoming really boring?
I've promised to let you go on with life without any inference from me and now I will not regard you even as an ex boyfriend. But now you're just a stranger with a known name to me. I shall always hate you for breaking my heart when I trusted you not to. I shall not forgive you for making me live in this crap-filled world without you by my side. This heart shall not love again til it's back into one piece.
I was feeling really bored so I wrote a very short malay essay. Please do check it out at http://intan-writings.blogspot.com :) Comments would greatly appreciated. Do comment also on the part of my cerpen which I am gonna submit to Projek Cerpen.
Anyways I am really sexcited! I am gonna hang out with Zee Luella and her friends later in Town, yay!
Random: I am craving for hot cheesy and yummy pizza!
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