Watched Apa Artinya Cinta online yesterday's evening. Samuel Rizal is so adorable lah can! His character in the movie, Dara doesn't talk much but when he does, he sounds so cute please. Why can't Sunshine be like him? Instead my baby talks non-stop and has a very annoying yet cute laughter. Lol but no matter what, I still love him the same and he's the cutest thing everrrrr like Hercules. I'm sure when he reads this, he's gonna kembang and smile from ear to ear which makes him even more cuter. Abang Handsome mah hahahaha!

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I am pissed off and I'm tired of everything. Do whatever you want k baby. Do whatever that pleases you and makes you happy. I'm tired of repeating the same thing over and over again. I'm not giving up on you, on us but I am very tired of your crap seriously. If you wanna talk or meet me today, you have to find your own way. I won't be entertaining any of your calls/smses cause I will be too busy having fun with my friends, like you prolly did last night. You wanna be an ass right, I can be worser. I think I have been nice enough to you.

I love him very much and everything but sometimes he really gets on my nerves that I swear I feel like killing him. Grrr, let's not talk about the boy anymore. It makes me feel like killing him even more. On a brighter note, will be going sheesha with the usuals yay!

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I made up my mind. Farah said something that made me think and I think I don't wanna get into a relationship. I think Sunshine and I should stick to dating til we're strong enough to step into a relationship. I know I keep changing my mind and it's so contradicting. But I think this time I am gonna stick to this decision I made.

He better not think this is because of what he did last night. I just feel like I need more time to adapt to him and all. Ahhh, and suddenly I feel so insecure and paranoid. Damn you ex boyfriends! Except my first boyfriend, of course. He was awesome and I dumped him. -.-

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