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Oh wells, nothing interesting happened yesterday. It was much more duller than other days. Anyways I stayed at home the whole freaking day for the first time since last week. I was in the state of extreme drowsiness and laziness. I spent the day, hogging the laptop. Chatting with Farah and Farhan the pretty boy mostly before he went to his friend's crib.

Last night, I felt depressed out of the sudden. It's not because of Sunshine, I must say. I'm afraid it's because of someone else. I was frustrated with myself. Then I started to cry alone in silence. I should start making myself busy again so the thoughts of him won't fill my currently empty mind.

Soon after, Farhan called and he cheered me up. This pretty boy still doesn't believe that Megan Fox is a man. And he thinks Joe Jonas is a gayfag. Nabei cb uh this boy lol. Anyways he said that I'm weird cause I'm the one that calls him Farhan instead of An like everybody else. -.- Whatever it is, you still owe me ice cream k lol.

I wonder how can we be this far when we were once so close. We're drifting further apart by day since the small tiff we had. Surprisingly, I could not be bothered. But you're still saying that things are the same and showing me that everything's gonna go back to normal when it's not. I can hardly talk to you anymore without any cold or bitterness. But somehow I do miss your annoying laughter and lame, corny jokes. Oh I miss you, Sunshine.