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Thursday, June 25, 2009
200: Sentosa!




For more photos - http://intanina.multiply.com/photos/album/27/Sentosa

The all-girls Sentosa outing was awesome! At first I thought I couldn't wake up on time as I slept at 6am in the morning and I was suppose to wake up at 8.30am. That's like less than 3 hours of sleep! But fortunately, I managed to wake up at 9am and msg-ed the girls. Helped Granny to prepare Mee Goreng and ran some errands before getting ready. Meet up with Farah, Anna and Ziela at Hougang mrt control station. Took the mrt to Harbourfront and meet up with Nini there. Took the monorail to Sentosa, followed by the tram to Pahlawan beach. Luck wasn't on our side as it started to rain. We settled down under the shelter and we camwhored. The rain finally stopped and we moved to some other spot. Farah and I could not wait but to get into the water. Soon after, Anna joined us. Ziela didn't bring extra clothes so she just watched us by the side while Nini took photos of us. Feeling famished, we returned to the shore and had our lunch. We ate as we camwhored and joked around. Anna and Farah went back into the water as I took a nap. Around 4pm, we washed up and took monorail back to Harbourfront. Meet up with Faiz at Vivo City afterwhich we proceeded to our secret spot at the sky park. Farah wanted to get a new, cheap shirt as her top was showing too much of her cleavage. Nini, Anna and I accompanied Farah, leaving our belongings with Faiz and Ziela giving them some time alone together. Walked to Harbourfront Center to search for Farah's shirt but to no avail. We ended up buying ice cream from McDonalds and sushi from Cold Storage. Returned to our secret spot and Aqul came. Had a mini picnic there as there were still lots of food left. Slacked and we planned to go eat Durians together soon. Bored, we decided to take 80 back to Hougang. On the way back to Hougang inside 80, I kept to myself most of the time cause I suddenly had no mood. Arrived at Hougang, I followed them to the pasar malam near Hougang Mall before heading back home.

Homies, we shall eat Durians and dine at Sakae Sushi soon. We're all monsters for the king of fruits and of course, Japanese food!

I feel like I'm wearing a mask. I've been pretending to love. I've been faking a smile and laughter every single day. It's been months and I still haven't manage to genuinely smile or laugh yet. It makes me cry whenever I think too much about it. I am drowning deep in the waters of depression. To make things worse, no one can save me. I am lost with no direction and I feel so confused most of the time. My faith is shaking.

I am in a state of extreme drowsiness right now. I don't think I'll be hogging on the phone with Farhan tonight cause I'm really in need of sleep. Good night and have a nice day tomorrow, readers!

/EDITED!

Hi hi. I just woke up from my beauty sleep heh heh ^^ Last night talked to Farhan for awhile before chatting online with Yaan til wee hours. We've chatting online til wee hours for a few days now. So I didn't really hit the sheets early last night. In fact, I dozed off with my laptop on around 3plus in the morning. -.- Yaan's fault uh ni lol okay no.

Awie coming over to my crib later. I don't know whatever for but it has to do with his small business. So random, so awkward. We're cousins but we don't really talk much? Actually, he's the one who doesn't talk much.

Eh I think I'm crushing on someone. Woot woot! ^^ K I know no one asked but who cares HAHAHAHA!

/EDITED!

For now on, please don't promise me anything. Cause if I let myself hope and it came to nothing, it would kill me all over again. :'(

/EDITED!

This song is for YOU*

Promise In The Dark - Keri Hilson

Listen…

Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Listen…

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t, who cares if you’re lieing or not
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me
So don’t promise me

*YOU is more than one person.