TO YOU:
Cheer up please. It's always been you listening to my cries and now hearing your cries pains my heart really badly. I've never thought you could become so weak cause you were always the pillar of my strength. The one who made me strong somehow and helped me go through the darkest period of my life. Now it's my turn to try my very best and help you in every way I could. I know I am not strong enough to help myself. Let alone now help you but like I said, I would do anything to see you smile again.

And you know very well that you're not alone. Cause I am always here for you. Eventhough I can't meet you especially since I am not feeling well, I am just a phonecall away. Please promise me that you won't do anything stupid.

Yes, love kills. But that doesn't mean you should stop believing in it. Trust me, there's always a somebody for everyone. You'll just have to wait for your true love. And please stop saying you're done waiting. -.-

You always irritate and make me mad at you but when you don't, it feels so weird. :(

TO YOU:
You said you did not lie but how far is that true? I am having doubts eventhough it may seem to you that I am treating you normally. But the truth is I don't know if I can trust you. I am having mixed feelings now. And you're somehow not making things any better.

I don't know what to say anymore. I do still like you but you're turning me off, just like your friend did.

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Anyways I am not feeling well. Screw this terrible cough and sore throat! Wells, it's actually my fault for drinking Honeydew Ice Blended with pearls + jelly eventhough I know I am suffering from a very bad cough. -.- Okay whatever, I just hope this cough would go away very soon.

And I'm left with less than $5 now. When will money start growing on trees? Okay dream on intan. On a brighter note, might be getting my allowance tomorrow yay! Plus I am super sexcited please for this Saturday's gig - Afternoon Mosh!