Blogger's being a bitch, I swear.

I did not attend Ignite yesterday due to some reasons. But I did pay RP a visit though. Met up with Dini before Syafa and Syauqi came. Thought Farah could make it to the gig with me. But in the end she couldn't make it so I called Faris up. I then decided to give the gig a miss and took bus to Yishun. Hung out at his crib til around 9pm. He was suppose to meet his friends for takraw but I managed to psycho him not to go meet his friends. Heh heh yay me! I was already in a bad mood when I reached his place. Then he decided it was the "right" timing for us to sort out some issues and have a heart to heart talk. I know he was disappointed with me. It was freaking dramatic, I swear. I wept which made him feel super guilty for bringing the issues up. Feeling guilty, he just kept quiet and smoke. Woah guilty can still smoke when he knows I dislike it. -.- Mum was being a pain and kept calling me. I thought she called to ask me to head home so I ignored her calls. She then called Faris and told him that I didn't win Projek Cerpen which obviously made me feel worser. Faris then comforted me with a hug and apologised for everything. It wasn't even his fault in the first place. Soon we were okay. Had dinner before he sent me home.

The weekend is here. I am freaking moodless for Sweet or Sweat later. I just need a break from all the drama please. I am trying to think positive but that's almost impossible. Hello and welcome back intan the paranoia! -.-

TO YOU:
You know I never meant to hurt you. I have my reasons why I hid all those stuff from you cause I didn't want you to judge me. I know the truth really hurts and lies kill you. I wish you heard all those stuff from me instead of her. But I guess it's too late now. I know you're very disappointed. I am so sorry. Maybe we should just go our separate ways since I am causing you so much pain.