Wednesday, July 29, 2009
235: Usah Lepaskan

That beautifully crafted smile of yours is none that I've seen before.
Has the love that I've given you faded?
All gone with the promised colours of it.
This heart does not want to love again. This heart does not want to belong to anyone. This girl that you claimed that 'you love so much' does not love you. This girl won't look at you in the same way as you looked at her. You're nothing to her. You're nothing to me, Faris. I told you to get a life, to build a brigde and get over it. You did it in just a day. I'm so happy for you, Faris. Goodbye my almost lover and so long luckless romance. I always knew we were holding on to something we cannot hold. I'm glad it has ended. Cause I know sooner or later, all of this would come to an end. Whatever we had was really beautiful and I would never trade anything else in the world for the days I spent with you. The beautiful memories I've created with you and most importantly you. We can still be friends but not more than that.
I've told you people: I don't wanna fall in love. I'll slip but never fall. I'm not gonna waste those three words anymore. At least not now. Please respect this decision of mine. This is how I roll now. Deal with it.
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Someone can say they love me truly, but it didn't mean a thing. This time no matter what you will never see me cry.