Friday, July 31, 2009
237: No more sunshine for me :(

I had a nice day yesterday eventhough it started off with quite a drama. I wanted to just curl up in bed and sleep all my sorrows away all day long. Unfortunately, Mum asked me out on a lunch date with her in town. So I forced myself to wake up and got ready. Met up with Mum at Orchard mrt before we proceeded to Thai Express for our lunch date. The service was great and the food was even better. After the overfilling meal, I accompanied Mum to send her pants for alteration at Lucky Plaza. Afterwhich, she went back to work and I made my way back to Hougang to meet with Farah. Farah and I then meet up with the rest in Sengkang. Walked around Compass Point and saw the most fugly girl in the world; Fasya. Omg what a joke she is! She looks like an Indonesian maid. Oh and if you're reading this, feel free to flood my tagboard with hatetags. So anyways bought some food from Banquet and ice cream from McDonalds. Found a spot and settle down. We ate and we caught up with each other. Bumped into Chacha bestie and Sue at interchange. Said hello before following the girls for a smoking break. Bumped into Dini too! After the smoking break, we headed home. In the evening, Mum brought my siblings and I out for groceries shopping. Then we had dinner at Subway. Yum yum! I love Meatballs Marinara please! (Y)

Chuck: This isn't you.
Blair: How do you know?
Chuck: Because I know you better than I know myself.
When you love someone, all you want for that someone is happiness even if you're not part of it. I've learnt the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. I've learnt that kisses don't always mean something. Promises can be broken just as quickly as they made and goodbyes really are forever. I'm too afraid to love now because I'm afraid to give myself to someone I might lose.
TO YOU:
I'm so sorry. I know you hate me now and I don't blame you. I should've never be friends with you if I mean to use you. I should've never make a promise when I know I could never keep it. I should've never be sweet to you if I mean to ignore you after. I should've never let you fall for me if I don't intend to love you back. You must be strong now. You must never give up.