There is certainly every reason in the world to be frustrated over shits that has been happening lately. I did not know that going out with a new group of friends would create some sickening issues between me and the best girls. Things are getting out of hand and it's suffocating me. Never I did ever thought you girls can be so judgemental. I wasn't upset because of the whole thing. I guess I was more upset on how you girls jump into unpleasant conclusions so fast and smacked me with accuses. But I figured out that I should not get too carried away in this issue. After all no matter what and by the end of the day, you girls will always believe you are the winners. So I am not doing anything about it.

All I feel like doing now is sit by the beach with baby and exchange words that we certainly meant. I'll whisper to his ear and say that he rules my entire world now till end. It'll definitely take my mind off all the shits. But baby is no help and I must say he's useless. All he does is gaming and hang out with his friends. That's why I'm officially a loner now and I might be spending the National Day with the familia. Baby already has plans with his boys and of course I am not important enough for him to cancel them. Well what's new; it has always been like this and I highly doubt it will ever change. I guess this is something I have to live with from now on. In the first place, what's the point of getting attached when your boyfriend still treats you like you're one of his friends? Wait, he treats his friend way better than he treats. He meets me once this week but he meets his friends everyday. He even hangs out with them til wee hours!

Might be heading to aunt's house in Bukit Gombak later. Saturday will be visiting my grandparents in Macpherson. The only event I look forward to is Susan's birthday celebration.