Yesterday was quite okay, I must say. I had to cancel some plans because granny asked me to accompany her spend the day with my aunts + little cousins. So yeah went to Causeway Point and had brunch at Banquet. After the overfilling meal, we walked around the boring mall. By around 4pm, we proceeded to Cik Da's place in Bukit Gombak. Did nothing much there. Played with the little ones and went online for awhile using the desktop there. In the evening, I accompanied Cik Da to buy all of us dinner at the coffee shop nearby. Headed home straight around 10pm.

I'm gonna be lonely for a week starting from Monday. I feel like I'm dead. Something/someone/everything had ripped off my body and took my soul. Okay fine maybe I'm the meanest girlfriend who completely doesn't know how to control her emotions by allowing very unpleasant statements to escape my lips to someone that had stood hand in hand with me for months. Who the hell could tolerate with me every night like this but Faris? I am a self-centered girl who does not know how to appreciate things. I'm so sorry love because I hung up without saying a proper goodbye and of course those three little words. I hate last minute news! Especially if it involves you going away for a week. I'm going bonkers already now eventhough you haven't left yet. I think I might lose my sanity for the week when you actually go!

Nevertheless you'll always be my shining knight who never fail to brighten every single day of mine in both negative and positive way. It is amazing how you could be the reason of my happiest moments and my deepest heartbreak.

And so I've been spending and will be spending excessive amount of water escaping from my body through tears because I am gonna be missing the boy too much. Way too much, I think. Gosh I miss the boy so much already now please! :'(