Faris was such a sweetheart when he came to my house yesterday upon hearing that I'm not feeling well and despite us not on talking terms for a few days. I don't know why but there were alot of silence between us. Then I randomly started this conversation:

Intan: Why you don't wanna break up with me uh despite what I did to you? *playing with tissue paper, not wanting to make any eye contact*
Faris: Cause I love you.
Intan: Oh okay.
Faris: You're always the one who always ask for break up.
Intan: Then you always make me angry one.

You have always said the special three devoting words meaningfully. With all your heart and soul, with every reasons to shed, with your heart beating furiously like it will make its way through your chest any second. But maybe the problem is you said those to the wrong girl. Why do I still take those when we both know that we may be destined to be someone else's? Because sometimes we wished the right person would be the one standing in front. What choice do I have to fight back this feeling without hurting anyone?