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And is there a boy out there who can make me feel secure? Tonight and every other night, I wonder what do I really want and what do I actually deserve. A few might think I'm being unreasonable for dumping Faris and I overracted in certain issues and problems. I give stupid unreliable statements that caused several parties to be very, very unhappy including my mother. I want to select the right mutiple choices available right now. But I'm not sure where will I be going next, whatever I choose, whoever will be around me. Yes, I know that people come and go in life. I will never get to choose the choice where everybody stays and make each other happy. But I want that please.

Maybe the truth is I want to run away but afraid of what I've got to lose. I want to stop believing and being deceive by something which I thought was real and then break again. I didn't know forgiving and forgetting isn't as simple as it sounds. I wanna reset and start all over again from the moment nothing painful had ever happened. Well I can only afford my most sincere apology to that one person who had been hurt because of my restlessness. My inspeciality had ruined a perfect relationship, actually.

It's funny to see how people got so ticked off by the slightest mistakes. It's funnier to realise that I'm of them as well. It's never easy understanding me and I never told you it was that simple. Maybe the reason why I never figured out what is the best for me is because I never fully escape from my fantasies. For my whole life, I've been picturing the future would probably turn out like the movies and novels. I tried to convince myself that life is no cinderella story but what hurts the most is that learning what is in real life would make you feel so small and fall apart.

All I need is someone to sing me a love song. And maybe meant every word that escapes from his lips. Eventhough I'll be too captivated with his beautiful eyes to understand what he is singing about.