Thursday, September 03, 2009
270: Hidden Feelings.
It's really amazing how close Alhaziq Shafeez, Syahmi and I have become in just a few days time. We could talk for hours and we never out of topic to talk about. From imitating a minahrep/matrep to emo kids. And even chinese gamers! Whoever we're gonna imitate and make fun of next, I'm sure we're gonna have so much fun lol.
If I had to come up with 'Who I Want To The Most', for sure the first in list would be Geng Kambing! They have been lightening up my days with alot of laughter and make me feel that I'm one lucky girl who owns the nicest people around. Thank you and BruDd3r LuPxZ f0ReVa PlzZ!
On a completely different note, can someone stop me from staying up late and have enough sleep? My eyebags are getting fatter and worser by day. (Geng Kambing's quote:) Sodey please!
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"You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized."
Don't you know baby that they don't see you the way I do. The way I feel for you, the way I know you can never feel for me. What is in my heart is an unsaid truth. It will remain with me and I'll hold it in my quiet arms.
Everytime we communicate, I get this funny feeling inside. I keep telling myself that I'm no good for you. But you touched my heart and wouldn't let go. It's much too late, I'm in love with you.
We can talk about so many things and almost everything. But why does my throat close whenever it comes to feelings? I would feel too shy to tell you and it feels so much safer to watch you from afar with no rejections.
I want so badly for you to tell me everything I wanna hear but you never will. Everytime I think of you, I can feel the butterflies fluttering inside me. You never seem to notice the way I see you. Maybe cause you only see me as a friend and nothing more.
Sesungguhnya aku tidak berkuasa untuk dirindui, mahupun merindu. Biarlah hanya detik-detik indah ini bermain di kotak fikiran seperti pita rakaman berulang siarannya. Kepastian kasih kita tidak pernah akan didefinasikan di kamus cinta. Kenyataan yang membuai perasaan ini hanya dibukukan di dalam jiwa hingga akhir masa.