Wednesday, September 09, 2009
276: Promise In The Dark
Cause when I start thinking about it, I almost forgot what it was like to love and loved by someone. When you speak, it's like a song. Just like that all my walls come down. Everybody else just fades away and sometimes it gets hard to breathe.
Maybe voicing out what I feel wasn't the best idea. Maybe it's true: the more you reveal your emotions, the more chances you'll get hurt. Perhaps the truth is we're still young. We've got time to mess up, things to do that we might regret plus hearts to break and mend.
One day it would be really nice if someone would surprise me with a stupid love song outside my bedroom window while the rain pour with big pretty pink balloons? Okay dream on intan -.-
Sidetracked, my day was mundane I swear. I woke up at 2pm eventhough I slept quite early which is at almost 4am. Yes, that's counted as early to me lol. See how my sleeping pattern have worsen.
I still have the overpowering urge to go shopping. I should really stop buying things that I want and instead buy the ones that I need. Like example, I need a flannel top from either Topshop and Forever 21 soon. Okay alright, maybe that's a want. But I really really really want it :(
Can't believe that Raya in less than 2 weeks time yay! But on a sour note, I still haven't get my pink baju kurung cause I'm too choosy + fickle minded. Plus of course, a pair of heels! Nevertheless, I am super sexcited for Raya cause I need $$$ for shopping badly heh.